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Ive been good. ive been trying. and it seems that no matter what i do. the thoughts rear theyre ugly heads. the only good thing today is i wont have access to my phone or email becuase it will be very busy.
Keep everything crossed that the urges go away. me
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((((((Colleen))))
Hang in there, you can get thru this urge, I know you can do it. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]()
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keeping everything crossed that you can ride it out.... urge surf.
hugs
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Hoping you were able to resist. Hanging in there with you.
BB
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(((((((Colleen))))))))
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Ive not cut, im proud to say. but with all the drama in my life these days i find it difficult to not harm myself.
Hope you all can resist the urges today as well. Stay safe, Colleen
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sorry i wasn't here for you colleen just wanted to let you know i am thinking about you... and am glad that you were able to keep safe... lyn
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Thanks lyn,
However today is just another day of trying not to again. I hope you and kiya are safe. Take care friend, Colleen PS im trying.
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you can do it colleen, i believe in you... if it helps i am having one of those days too... your not alone...lyn
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Thanks lyn. almost time to leave and go to second job...night job....ugh
I hope we can both stay safe. me
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I wish you lots of luck with your urges. I just went 11 months without hurting myself and everything was building up and building up and building and finally I had my bottle of Seroquel in my hand and had already taken 1000mgs which is way too much and then I just got out my knife and sliced up my arm pretty good to a point where I had seen enough blood to relax me and take away the urge.
I am new here, but plan to, or I am going to "try" to be active, so I will look for your posts and try to be helpful when I can. Right now I am not of much help besides saying to you good luck in your struggle. I have been hurting myself since age 14 and dont have no idea why I started. I have abused growing up mentally and physically, and then at age 9 and 10 I was sexually abused and 4 years after that is when I started.?? I have no idea buddy, I will try my best to be supportive. I am Mikey by the way and from PA. I am 33 years old. Nice to meet you. Try your best to keep busy, my advice, how I lasted 11 months without cutting.... I stayed very busy. When the depression set in, that is when everything started to build up in my mind and stuff and I was getting very bad headaches and it lead me to do what I did. Good Luck Nice to meet you I look forward to a good experience here. Take Care Mikey/PA <font color="blue"> </font> |
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![]() Hi Colleen, Iam new to this board but wanted to reply to your post. Hope that is ok. I used SIB to handle overwhelming feelings until about three months ago. I am struggling with going back to this behavior (just lost my third job in 2 years!) but so far so good. I try to take life a minute at a time some days. Hang in - I know you can make it. Linda
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please ((((((((Colleen)))))))) no, we care very much that you don't hurt yourself coz you mean so much.... ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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how are things today? thinking and caring about you...lyn
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lyn one could do worse then be a swinger of birches. ~robert frost~
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Colleen))))))))))))))))))))))))))) How are you today?
BB
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To pugsley, roz, and Towanda, lyn, Bipolar bear and anybody i missed, thanks so much for your replies.
I have not self injured. I am starting to slowly feel better. the pdoc put me on 150 mgs of seroquel a day and it seems to be working better. I am starting to feel better about myself.....hopefully this lasts. Or if It dosent, maybe another upping of the drugs? dunno Have a safe day all. I am sure going to try. colleen
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