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Old Jun 24, 2008, 09:31 AM
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Ive been good. ive been trying. and it seems that no matter what i do. the thoughts rear theyre ugly heads. the only good thing today is i wont have access to my phone or email becuase it will be very busy.

Keep everything crossed that the urges go away.

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Old Jun 24, 2008, 10:02 AM
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Hang in there, you can get thru this urge, I know you can do it. just want to cut again just want to cut again just want to cut again just want to cut again just want to cut again just want to cut again
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Old Jun 24, 2008, 03:04 PM
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keeping everything crossed that you can ride it out.... urge surf.

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Old Jun 24, 2008, 11:30 PM
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Hoping you were able to resist. Hanging in there with you.

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Old Jun 25, 2008, 01:31 AM
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Old Jun 25, 2008, 08:45 AM
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Ive not cut, im proud to say. but with all the drama in my life these days i find it difficult to not harm myself.

Hope you all can resist the urges today as well.

Stay safe,
Colleen
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Old Jun 26, 2008, 02:26 PM
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sorry i wasn't here for you colleen just wanted to let you know i am thinking about you... and am glad that you were able to keep safe... lyn
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Old Jun 27, 2008, 02:03 PM
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Thanks lyn,

However today is just another day of trying not to again.

I hope you and kiya are safe.

Take care friend,
Colleen

PS im trying.
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Old Jun 27, 2008, 04:08 PM
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you can do it colleen, i believe in you... if it helps i am having one of those days too... your not alone...lyn
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Old Jun 27, 2008, 04:16 PM
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Thanks lyn. almost time to leave and go to second job...night job....ugh

I hope we can both stay safe.

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Old Jun 28, 2008, 12:45 AM
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I wish you lots of luck with your urges. I just went 11 months without hurting myself and everything was building up and building up and building and finally I had my bottle of Seroquel in my hand and had already taken 1000mgs which is way too much and then I just got out my knife and sliced up my arm pretty good to a point where I had seen enough blood to relax me and take away the urge.

I am new here, but plan to, or I am going to "try" to be active, so I will look for your posts and try to be helpful when I can.

Right now I am not of much help besides saying to you good luck in your struggle. I have been hurting myself since age 14 and dont have no idea why I started. I have abused growing up mentally and physically, and then at age 9 and 10 I was sexually abused and 4 years after that is when I started.?? I have no idea buddy, I will try my best to be supportive.

I am Mikey by the way and from PA. I am 33 years old. Nice to meet you. Try your best to keep busy, my advice, how I lasted 11 months without cutting.... I stayed very busy. When the depression set in, that is when everything started to build up in my mind and stuff and I was getting very bad headaches and it lead me to do what I did.

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Old Jun 30, 2008, 06:48 AM
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Hi Colleen, Iam new to this board but wanted to reply to your post. Hope that is ok.
I used SIB to handle overwhelming feelings until about three months ago. I am struggling with going back to this behavior (just lost my third job in 2 years!) but so far so good. I try to take life a minute at a time some days.
Hang in - I know you can make it.
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Old Jun 30, 2008, 07:22 AM
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please ((((((((Colleen)))))))) no, we care very much that you don't hurt yourself coz you mean so much.... just want to cut again just want to cut again just want to cut again
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Old Jul 01, 2008, 12:24 AM
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how are things today? thinking and caring about you...lyn
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(((((((((((((((((((((((Colleen))))))))))))))))))))))))))) How are you today?

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Old Jul 01, 2008, 08:40 AM
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To pugsley, roz, and Towanda, lyn, Bipolar bear and anybody i missed, thanks so much for your replies.

I have not self injured. I am starting to slowly feel better. the pdoc put me on 150 mgs of seroquel a day and it seems to be working better. I am starting to feel better about myself.....hopefully this lasts.

Or if It dosent, maybe another upping of the drugs? dunno

Have a safe day all. I am sure going to try.

colleen
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