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Old Jul 09, 2008, 01:57 AM
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i was better... I found religion and I fell in love with a guy, and he felt the same and told me...
i hadn't cut in weeks.
now, all of a sudden things got so much more complicated, and we stopped talking. I felt horrible, and i still didn't.
that was a week ago. a few days ago, everything in my life caught up with me, and i cut.
my 'friend' told him without my permission that I was cutting, and he confronted me. she told him it was all because of him. there are a lot of scars there, and only ONE was from after I met him. and he was so upset about it, and he hugged me really tight, and told me he was sorry. and stalked away, i had never seen him so sad. i asked her what she told him, and i got soo hysterical when she told me. i told her that wasn't the truth and to fix it, i couldn't let him hurt after this. he had left before she could. now he doesn't even know the truth, and i can't set it straight until next tuesday.

i don't want to hurt him anymore... but the temptation to cut is so strong right now... and i don't know what to do...
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Old Jul 09, 2008, 02:26 AM
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try to do what you can to get through. Maybe write him a letter than he can read when he returns? then he learns the truth from you and you will know that it is accurate.
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Old Jul 09, 2008, 09:37 AM
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i know things are hard for you right now... and you are really worried about him... you need to take care of yourself so you can stay safe... take gentle care lyn
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Old Jul 13, 2008, 12:40 PM
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please dont take it out on yourself... at the end of the day it isnt YOUR fault he is hurt, it was a misunderstanding. Please see this

stay safe, i hope u get a good chance to talk with him

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Old Jul 13, 2008, 01:07 PM
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breakdown... how are you today?
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Old Jul 14, 2008, 04:50 PM
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uhm, i'm getting there :P
i'm going to try to talk to hm at youth group tomorrowww.
thanks though
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Old Jul 14, 2008, 10:54 PM
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take gentle care...lyn
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Old Jul 15, 2008, 12:21 AM
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Dont blame yourself. It was all a misunderstanding. Take care of yourself. You just need to talk to him my ex found out... good luck!
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