[Melpomene]

I havent cut in a few weeks, I havent been able to, family have been around.
but I;'ve been daydreaming about it.

The background is black and empty, and I have a sharp intrument and I cut deep enough to scar.

I'm always angry at myself in these daydreams, even though I'm never really angry in real life.

I don't normally cut too deep either.

What does it mean? I'm angry at myself? I want to cut deeper?

I know today I want to cut, but I'm not.

[Jully]

Well, I don't really know what your daydream means, but I do know that I do the same thing. Usually my daydream injuries are much worse than what I normally do (very good thing, by the way.) Maybe you are daydreaming because you want to do it and can't?

Good for you for making it a few weeks without...that is great!

[Typo]

((((((Melpomene)))))

Maybe the daydreams are the anger your feeling for not cutting?
I know I have to work through some anger at myself when I stop during the first few weeks I quit, but once I get past it the anger subsides.

Congrats on making it a few weeks without it!!

I like your signature by the way.


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[Melpomene]

Thankyou.

but a few weeks isn'tgood or bad for me.

I'm not addicted to cutting and have only cut about 1ce a month since I first started in february.

It's not something I lean on all the time, jsut when I feel especially low.

And I want to do it more and more which is bad, but I don't because I just simply don't move.