[purplebutterfly]

Everything is bothering me today, im trying to cover and hide my emotions, but I need to let it out and the only way I know how to deal with it is by cutting. No need to post anything it doesn't matter, I have so many scars from cutting that one more won't matter. Not sure what to say anymore other than Im sorry for not being a positive influence here at PC.

[Angel_of_the_Past]

I've read several things you have written and they have made a difference for me. Being new, you veteran members help light the way for us newbees. You still have a lot of unfinished business here. No matter how dark it feels now, there is a light. I'm trying to show it to you now. Can you feel it's warmth?

Hugs-Angel

[Typo]

(((((((((Purple))))))))

You do matter, and how you feel and what you say does matter to so many!!
You have been a postivie influence here on PC, you have helped me so many times just by being there and listening to me when I need some one to listen. You are very supportive of others.

Try writing about how you feel hun, or if you want you know you are always more than welcome to message me.

Lots of hugs and gentle safe thoughts

Silver

[purplebutterfly]

Thank you for your too kind comments ((((Angel))))) and (((((Silver))))

(((((((((( Purple ))))))))))


Your words matter and are heard.
I know so often it seems SI is the only way to get it out but feel free to say whatever you want on here... don't worry about being a positive influence because you have been one. This is a support forum and lots of people would love to help support you.
PM anytime.

[purplebutterfly]

I fail at everything I do everyday, I try to see the good in me but there is no good in me. I can not even really express how I really feel.

[Angel_of_the_Past]

There's a lot of good in you; when that heavy cloud of depression rolls in it's hard to see any thing. But trust me all your good is still there. I see it! Hugs-Angel

purplebutterfly
one more does matter
you matter
is there someone you can call
your friend?
safty comes first for you
please remember self care
muffy

[nowheretorun]

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Everything is bothering me today, im trying to cover and hide my emotions, but I need to let it out and the only way I know how to deal with it is by cutting. No need to post anything it doesn't matter, I have so many scars from cutting that one more won't matter. Not sure what to say anymore other than Im sorry for not being a positive influence here at PC.

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(((purple)))) i wish you didnt add pressure to yourself to feel positive when you just are unable to at this time.. give yourself some kindness and let yourself feel your feelings... in time your emotions will become more pleasant... now just allow yourself to feel as you do... it takes time and please be careful and cautious with your self... one day you will understand your purpose of living... for now if you can, accept that there is a very good reason for your existence and do what you can to let that person come forward.... muffy is right too... gather support from as many sources as you are able in case of unforeseen circumstances that might prevent you from accessing one or the other.... best to you always