[dalila]

I blew it today, was driving home and not paying enough attention. I got a speeding ticket. I wasn’t going as fast as the cop said I was but I was speeding. I feel so upset about it, I really want to cut. I let my husband yell at me but I can’t change what happened I got the ticket. Now I have to be even more careful. I was not speeding long in fact had just noticed that I was going too fast and was preparing to brake. If I lost my license, I will not be able to go to therapy or anywhere else for a year. I will not live for a year without therapy. I will be a huge mess. Bigger than I am now. I just want to crawl into a hole and cut until nothing matters at all. I won’t just writing about it helps but what a mess. I am so stupid.

[SweetCrusader]

(((((dalila))))))

HUMAN...NOT stupid.



I'm sorry for your frustration and pain.

Angela

[SpazKatt]

hey hun it was a mistake *hugs* , try not to beat yourself up over it too much. I also see you're from MN!, So am I!

[Zenobia]

We all make mistakes. Besides I find that I am always going a little to fast and have to slow down. I have just been fortunate so far. I think the majority of the driving population has the same problem. It is not stupid, just unlucky. Have you gotten many tickets?
Carrie

[jetblackaura]

Im only learning and i still go over the speed limit...i bet i get a ticket on my driving test.

You can't help it...it was a mistake.(((((dalila))))