[purplebutterfly]

Nothing is helping, i have dealt with the urges all day and nothing is helping.
I need to cut.

[mlpHolmes]

Dear BUTTERFLY~

would you go outside for a walk first? Go out and listen - to birds, children? the leaves in the trees? what else do you hear???
What do you smell? Differences in flowers? living things?
Study all the colors you can observe!! The whole spectrum maybe!!! cool! is fall coming? clues?

go outside for a walk first Butterfly.

Much Love,
Holmes

[mountainstream]

[purplebutterfly]

Thanks, but nothing is helping me today. Im just a %#@&#! piece of %#@&#! that just needs to go %#@&#! cut.

[Christina86]

*((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))))))))))

Holding you tight. Talk to your doctor and to T, they can help you out. I know what you're going through right now sucks, and nobody blames you for hurting or wanting to SI, really. We all care. Remember that, ok?

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly)))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I hope you were able to resist cutting.

BB

[purplebutterfly]

im just a good for nothing person right now, I can not even resist the urges to not cut.....yes i cut and i did it several times last night-trying to get all my pain out right now...i failed i always fail- do not respond i don't deserve a response right now....saw T, i think he is about to throw his hands up with it all- more meds coming my way.

[bipolar_bear]

((((((((((((((((((((purplebutterfly))))))))))))))))))))) You are not a "good for nothing person". You are struggling but you continue to try and heal. Please don't be so so hard on yourself. Try and be safe.

BB