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On sunday at work i got scared.. i thought it was aabout the whole working with one girl who is a total beach. even though i got my day covered i still felt scared... my pulse was at 112 avarage... well this feeling kept going on through monday and 3rd hour i made everyone in art class aware that i was scared but dont know why? well today a friend of a friends got into a car accident.. hes fine just a few broken ribs.... well the feelingwent away after i heard that.... But yesterday i was so crabby cause i was freaked i got into a argument with my mom over a picture.. i wanted a pic of my bird and my mom said no more pics.. well i got it but she freaked and yelled at me telling me i can never take a nother pic from that camera again.. i was so mad.. i sliced my legs a bit and my wrist..... and allowed one cut on my arm... well it took the feeling away.. now im good.. and i feel good now.... just thought i give you a heads up..

((((((blackdragon))))))

I hope you feel better soon ! *hugs*

Having delt with some paranoia this week I understand what is you are feeling. I won't get into it hear because I am going to write all about it in a little bit. Just know I am thinking of you.
Carrie