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Old Sep 03, 2008, 10:21 AM
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It's been four days since I self injured and today ( not a good day) I did it!! Just could not take it anymore, the last four days were hard not to cut- I wanted to so bad and now today I cut and I cut. Almost like im not even here but another person is in my body cutting me- im so depressed and lonely. Trying to get all the pain out. :Bang-Head::Speechless:
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Old Sep 03, 2008, 03:05 PM
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It's been four days since I self injured and today ( not a good day) I did it!! Just could not take it anymore, the last four days were hard not to cut- I wanted to so bad and now today I cut and I cut. Almost like im not even here but another person is in my body cutting me- im so depressed and lonely. Trying to get all the pain out. :Bang-Head::Speechless:
You are NOT alone ... you have friends here who understand how you feel and won't be critical. Let it go, Sweetie ... you deserve to be happy. You are NOT a failure! You are strong ... you were strong enough to come here, right? Please remember something from an old lady ...

Life is a marathon, not a sprint!

Tomorrow is Day 1 again. Small steps, some stumbles ... Life is a marathon.

Many soft and gentle hugs ...

GoodMama
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Old Sep 03, 2008, 03:58 PM
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Well done for going those four days. When you're used to using self-harm as a way of coping, going even a day can be a big step.

Like Goodmama said, take baby steps. Don't expect yourself to stop all in one go.. it will take time.
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Old Sep 03, 2008, 04:17 PM
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- im so depressed and lonely. Trying to get all the pain out. :Bang-Head::Speechless:
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please take care of yourself....keep posting here to get the pain out and the lonliness away.

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Old Sep 03, 2008, 07:28 PM
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You've done so well, please don't beat yourself up because you cut. You are accepted and wanted and loved. I know it's hard not to cut.

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