[selfy]

ive had a weird day.
ive skived off all but one and a half of my lessons today (my teacher found me).
i got so angry i kicked my locker door off the hinges.
and last period, (which i actually spent with my friend beaver under the stairs) i went to the loos and just cut again.
uber smuckup.
its crap cuz poor old tom will blame himself.
i dont want that.
plus if i accidentally get seen with new cuts i will get reported to the school counsellor (ugh)
they already think im nuts.
oh and plus. i got a job waitressing.
i cant do waitressing with cuts up my arms.
not with the tshirt uniform.
ohh wellllllllllllllll. fail much. same old same old eh? i just thought i was better.
*smacks head against wall*

[darkrunner]

(((((((((((((selfy))))))))))))))))

Do you see a T or anything? - maybe it would be a good idea if you went to see the school counselor.
You're not nuts, but it can help to talk about the things that lead you to SI .

I'm sorry you're having a bad day.....hang in there, dearie...

ktgirl

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( selfy ))))))))))))))))

[MissCharlotte]

(((((((selfy))))))

First of all, we all have slips. It's the human condition. Classes can be made up, it's not the end of the world. Do you know what triggered you?

I'm so happy about your waitressing job! Can you figure out how to wear a long t-shirt underneath the uniform? (At least for the time being)

Take care of you and do something good for yourself.

xoxoxoxoxox

[multipixie9]

((((selfy))))

one bad day doesn't undo a bunch of success or improvement. all or nothing thinking sabotages you. so get off your back a bit and regroup. you can start again Monday. you just did a backward step is all.

the idea about a long sleeved t-shirt is a good idea, just tell the manager you are "cold-natured" and really need it for a while and then when you heal up you can "warm up" too!

its gonna be ok, i messed up too on cutting friday nite and i hadn't done it for 15 years, so i'm gonna start over. it's ok.
hang in there! leslie and her pixies

[selfy]

thanks guys for the help

i was a teensly little bit pissy.
id blame it on hormones, but they dont work like that.
so yep
i can work on it. start again.
just making sure toms mom doesnt see :S

[Blue93]

((((((((((((self))))))))))))))) just know we care and will always listen ok?
its ok to have up and downs
its normal you fall back in old behaviours sometimes
just dont give up fighting them
ok?

you matter you're a cool person you dont fail

Blue