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Jan 30, 2005, 06:55 AM
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I don't get it! I go months without cutting and then all at once, I am overpowered by it and cut. Then it's like I binge cut for weeks at a time and then stop again for awhile. Someone in my family who I am VERY close with chose my ex boyfriend (who was the father of my son *RIP*) over me tonight, and I just lost it... I cut so deep this time that blood wasn't just dropping, it was pouring onto my cloths and the floor. I had to put vaseline on it to kinda stop it up. What's with me?!
 They've got medication to help drug addicts get off drugs, they have anti depressents, etc, etc... Do they not have a medication to help me stop this?! I'm going crazy.
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Jan 30, 2005, 11:04 AM
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I am sorry that you were in so much pain that you felt the need to cut. I wish there was a magic way to stop. You do not deserve to hurt or bleed. I hope it gets better.
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Jan 30, 2005, 12:49 PM
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Thank you.
 I just wish that for one time in my life, I'd have some sort of normalacy. I've never had that. It's always been something going on that I ended up going to my breaking point and cutting. I kept waking up after I finally fell asleep because I kept rolling over on my cuts and it hurt. So I got like 3 hours of sleep. Guess that's the price I pay for falling to the blade again. *sigh*
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Jan 30, 2005, 02:24 PM
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(((((((((((Bamasurvivor))))))))))))))
SO sorry things got you down. You are in my prayers EV |
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Jan 30, 2005, 03:57 PM
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*hugs* I know how it feels
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Jan 30, 2005, 04:04 PM
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I am sorry you are hurting (I know how you feel
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