[cryingchild]

Just thought I would write To you all to say That Im okish -I think This is The Point where I have finally hit rock bottom And Need as much help as I can get And make sure I stick To it...As you all know I was In hospital again last night..But this time instead of running I stayed to get treated and made sure Someone came to speak to me,The doctor did say That They would see me today But I said I was Not leaving Unless I was seen Tonight.I had a very good but nerve racking talk with the crisis team Who have just contacted me to say that they have spoken to the mental heath team who are now Going to allocate me a social worker and a psychologist But was not sure when that would be .....More waiting.....So I picked up the phone and rang The team myself And spoke to the manager who talked me through What they were going to do,Apparently there will be a meeting on friday and After that I will Be contacted for an assessment.....Who knows when?? I told my mum this and she said That It was not good enough and I needed help now so At the momment she is on the phone to them......Will keep you all informed with any more news.....Thankyou once again for being very supportive and understanding with me as I know I can be a stubborn ***** At times.But hopefully that will soon change.I love you all Talk soon

Louise
xxxxxx

[Rapunzel]

Time seems to go so slowly when you are waiting. If you need to talk, you are welcome to write to me. The good thing about hitting rock bottom is that the only way to go from there is up, so get ready to climb, okay?
Hugs to you!
Wendy

[valbends]

I wish you MANY positive things and hope everything goes over well. I'm glad that you finally found the courage or whatever it was that got you to stay in the hospital and to get the help that you needed I'll be hoping for great results for you!!!!!!!! So long... things really are uphill now.

Through each others weaknesses we find comfort.

[Zenobia]

Being as you say "a stubborn *****" can be an asset. Just turn it to good use. Be stubborn about getting the help you need. Be stubborn about your own work toward feeling better. Be stubborn, be tenacious, be...you. I am proud of you for sticking to your guns and demanding help. That is so awesome. I will have to take a lesson from you.
Carrie

<font color=blue>The important thing is this: to be able at any momeent to sacrifice what we are for what we could become.--Charles Du Bos

[cryingchild]

Hi all Just an update really......Im not getting anymore help still.....But went and saw my psychiatrist who wants me to go to the hospital and have a full brain scan something about the alcohol affecting my brain.....All Psychiatrists seem to do is just give out pills.......But my one wants me to have a brain scan ,What are they going to think of next !!!! Will keep you all posted when I know more..........