[SpazKatt]

I got upset with my roomate she HATES me so I punished myself with 9 brand new cuts. Wow I've brought myself to a whole new level of self hate... I thought meds were supposed to help. guess not for me *curls into a ball*

[Mahali]

(((((((((Katt))))))))) Wish I could help.

[Rapunzel]

{{{{{{{{{Katt}}}}}}}}}}}}

Anything I could tell you would be things you already know, like you don't deserve to be punished for someone else's actions or feelings. It already hurts enough. I just hope you feel better soon.

[SweetCrusader]

((((((((Katt))))))))) My dear friend, I will get back to you on this, because I do have some thoughts for you. But I took a sleep aid and I'm about to zonk!! lol! I just thought I would give you some hugs before going to bed. And here are some more!

*big warm hugs* for Katt

Angela

[wanttoheal]

((((((((((((((((((Spazzkat))))))))))))))) I hope it gets better for you. Keep the cuts safe from infection, k? take care

(((((((((Spaz)))))))))

Why not allow yourself to communicate your anger to her? Instead of taking it out on yourself?

[obsids]

*big hugs*

Katt,
I remember having ups and downs and mostly downs with roommates. It is not your fault that she hates you... please don't punish yourself for something that is not your fault.

Some days I feel like I am backsliding, but I think that it is two steps forward and one back. Don't let the backsteps discourage you. You are special, and you are worthy of love and respect... you have the right to respect yourself. Not everyone is going to like you... but that is not your problem. Just be yourself... you have a whole group of people here that think you are special.

Obsidian

[ickydog2006]

I can't see how any one could hate you. You are so sweet. You are the first one who talked to me on this site and that is what convinced me to stay. I could never thank you enough for how much you have helped me.

[SpazKatt]

Wow Icky I'm soo touched to hear that! *huuugs*

[wisewoman]

Spaz, I don't know why it is that we want to cut ourselves when others hurt us or when we feel unsafe with them. I have had these feelings and acted on them many times. Maybe it was so I could have CONTROL. I don't know but ultimately I do know that hurting our bodies is not the way to be healthy. I understand it, and was so very tempted recently again but WE DO NOT DESERVE TO BE HURT! By ourselves or others. Be safe.

[HALLIEBETH87]

are u at college? u could request to move.

[SpazKatt]

Thanks everyone for your support, heh turns out she wasn't mad at all just frustrated, *sigh* I take things soo seriously, I hate being so over emotional and sensitive!!! I did go tanning...makes me feel good except I'm a bit burnt Lol that's me!