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Old Mar 19, 2009, 07:19 AM
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Yes i have plenty of reasons:

No love,Im lonely,Im depressed,Im numb,Im hurting,Hiding. i am having huge urges and feel like does it matter if cut, maybe it will all go away, no one IRL to talk to - t appt not until 27th and cant go before then no money to go right now- things in my head that are scary and just want to be alone but at same time i dont want to be alone - feel like no one gives a damn or a **** about me anymore -not even sure im alive at times - im going through some really emotionally hard stuff that i havent dealth with and i really dont see me dealing with it anytime soon- medication isnt working nothing is working - crawl under a rock and maybe everyone will just leave me there
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Old Mar 19, 2009, 07:40 AM
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Only leave you there if there's room for others under there! I'm so sorry you are having such a hard time. The things you are remembering and dealing with are so difficult. The urges are strong and hard and difficult to resist. And you are strong and wonderful. Take the strength you don't think you have, take it from here, from those who feel your urges, who have fought the urges and won, and fought the urges and not won. Take comfort and peace from the love here and the inspiration from all others who post in this forum, for they suffer too--through sharing your suffering and pain and success, you will heal.
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Old Mar 19, 2009, 08:20 AM
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I cant be on here all day (they actually expect me to WORK?)

But i hear you mel. I am feeling the exact same way. I will check in with you today ok>

Colleen
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