stupid.

Well hi everyone, I haven't been on in a long time. I got my phone and internet cut off, my family hates me basically. But that was not really the point of this thread, I'll talk about that later maybe.
So yesterday I went to talk to one of my teachers because I was having a really crappy day and he found out about my self-injury. By law he has to tell guidance about it. So he told them and they flipped out. They thought I was going to kill myself so they wouldn't let me leave by myself, they had to have my dad come and pick me up. Then they made me go to the hospital and get an evaluation. Which I lied about so I wouldn't have to be admitted. It was so stupid, I was just having a bad day I wasn't in danger. But of course school has to make a huge scene about it. Grrrr.
I have a new therapist now though. That's good I guess.

Hoping your days get better and that you allow others to care about you and help.

I know you see it as not a big deal and being stupid, but every one of those people would rather "over react" than not do enough. Imagine if you really wanted someone to notice you and your pain, wanted help and they knew and did nothing. They did what they did not only because it's the law but it's the law because so many of us who are depressed or who SI don't want anyone to notice us at all, want to be invisible, and they know that you're not likely to be honest and seek the amount of help needed on our own. It was done out of caring and a desire to see you get help if you needed it.

Don't feel ashamed of it.