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Oct 18, 2017, 03:39 AM
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not really too sure where to start as this addiction goes back 15-20 years...
some periods during this time were full on cyber webcam based chat roulette and msn messenger chatting and masterbating sessions, which then also lead to anxiety, paranoia, anger management issues, depression and am also married so had been trying to hide that **** from my wife and lead a normal life outside of the private sex addiction life. thats the current short story for the first post... |
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Oct 18, 2017, 07:23 PM
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Welcome to PsychCentral!
 I'm sorry you are enmeshed in this most difficult situation.  I don't know a lot about internet porn & sex addiction. But I've read enough posts on the subject, here on PC, to know it is an extremely difficult thing to have to deal with.  What I do have too much personal experience with is anxiety, paranoia, anger, & depression as well as hiding an important part of yourself in a marriage. I'll spare you the details.  But suffice it to say I've been doing it for the better part of 38 years. I know what a toll it can take on a person & how exhausting it can be.  I hope you find the time you spend here on PC to be of benefit. The more you post, & reply to other members' posts, the more a part of the community you will become. Plus there are the live chats you'll have the opportunity to participate in, once your first five posts have been reviewed & approved. There can be a lot of support available here on PC.  It's really up to you how much time & effort you wish to put into it. I wish you well... 
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Oct 19, 2017, 12:22 AM
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Hello and welcome to Psych Central! I do know anything about cyber sex addiction either, but I'm glad you are in the recovery phase.
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Oct 28, 2017, 03:03 PM
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I survived an attempted rape from a family member who had pass away a while back. I became addicted to watching porn site to cope with what had happen to me. Now just watching someone kiss in a romance movie make me physically sick to watch.
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Oct 28, 2017, 03:04 PM
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Apr 12, 2018, 03:16 AM
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well my original post slightly differs from this...probably is a bit more raw than the admin edited version...and goes for a hell of alot longer...self curiosity and exploration was also prevalent during my young to mid teen years...my parents didnt open up much about the sexual conversation much at all..so there was voyuerism at a young age..and something else which i wont say directly but if you can figure it out...i now have the occassional lower back issue from doing it....
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