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In the wee small hours of the morning I dreamed the first dream I've ever dreamed (that I know of) which involved me having gay sex.
![]() ![]() (Writing this post is making me squirm...) ![]() I've struggled secretly with being transgendered all of my life. (It's a long story.) ![]() ![]() ![]() So, anyway, I've never considered myself to be the least bit gay, only trans. But, since having this dream last night, I'm thinking wouldn't it be interesting to experience this... to be penetrated similar to the way a woman is penetrated. It would be the closest I can ever get to that experience because transition is out of the question for me. ![]() ![]() The reality is that I'm just an old guy. I don't do anything, or go anywhere, where I would be likely to meet older gay men. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() |
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Hey, there's nothing weird about this whatsoever! I mean, first of all a dream can mean lots of things beyond what the dream suggests literally. Secondly, there's nothing wrong about further exploring this either in your fantasy or in reality, simply to find out what gay sex could or could not "do" for you. (I'm leaving aside any "moral" concerns that may arise from your personal situation, such as a relationship, that's something you have to judge for yourself).
Maybe you could try to figure out what it is exactly that makes you feel this dream / this idea is weird and what keeps you from exploring it further. I've had dreams where I had sex with women. By "daylight" I'm not attracted to them, so I have never explored that route any further. Maybe you come to a similar conclusion, but if you don't, there's so absolutely nothing wrong with it So, no need to blush ![]() |
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Thanks so much for your reply, Kraken:
![]() ![]() I'm pretty certain that the content of the dream was related to my transgenderedness along with content that I have been reading here on PC. (I have an internet friend who has been encouraging me to get off of PC. She's concerned it may be having a deleterious effect.) My dream is nothing I have any plans to explore in the real world... even if it is an intriguing thought, given my Gender Identity Disorder related struggles... ![]() |
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ummm that's not gay sex.... Just saying. For several reasons.
I have had sex with a trans woman. It wasn't gay. It was straight sex since she identifies as female. And partaking in gay sex as a bottom does not make someone "like a woman" sexually. **** sex isn't just gay sex btw... Anyone could do that. Js. |
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Have you considered seeing if there are any gay clubs or groups in your area? I'm assuming that there are gay men in the Twin Cities (says on your profile)
If you aren't looking to transition it would probably be your best bet to see this fantasy through. |
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My challenge is to study myself, & learn as much as possible about myself, but not to be hooked by what I experience. So while I do want to acknowledge these aspects of myself, & try to understand & accept them as parts of my overall makeup, I then want to be able to let them go without either continuing to be disturbed by them or actually going out & bringing them into real life... if that makes any sense. So, while I do write about these things, here on PC, it is an effort on my part to "own" what I feel, to get it out in the open in a safe way, & hopefully to gain more understanding of it... but not to actually do it. ![]() |
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So anyway, the point being, while I've come a long way in just a few short years, allot of today's perspective with regard to gender identity & sexual orientation is still lost on me. If you scratch me deeply enough, you'll still find a person who sees gender & sexuality in a strictly binary way; & himself as one of those unfortunates who don't fit the mold. And, while I've been able to be forthright here on PC, in my real life, I'm still mostly in the closet. ![]() |
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