Sexually Promiscuous? Not sure where to put this

Okay I have been in therapy for about two years, and it has improved my depression allot. I have been diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and ptsd I'm on medication for these problems. What I am asking is well I don't know why I am so sexually promiscuous, it's to the point any guy I have interest in I make it about sex, it's not so much because I'm sexually aroused even though I do get sexually aroused easily it's just something I can't control constantly bringing up sex and throwing myself at people. Although I never actually had sex, mainly because I either give the guy what he wants to soon such as nudes and things like that, but also I scare them away after awhile because they're in it for sex and I'm in it because I generally like them. I wind up feeling guilty and bad about myself whenever I get that way like after talking dirty to a guy or sending nudes I feel guilty about it not so much because I'm scared of them leaking I just do. I just wish I could stop throwing myself at people, because I am having such a hard time getting into an actual relationship I have never been in one and it sucks. Anyway anyone else feel like this or can identify or guess my issue?

Helo!!

First of all, wanting sex so bad might have to do with your age. If you're in an age range that ends with 30 or something like that, then your sex drive is high, and you actually never had an intercourse, which is why you want one so bad, making things more difficult Just try as much as you can to fall for the right guy, and you actually never threw yourself on anyone, you just want a decent, peaceful relationship, and the fact that you keep searching for "the one", is simply because you didn't find him yet, which means that there's a need left unfulfilled, just like the need for a sexual intercourse. I strongly advice you to try as hard as you can to not send nudes, because men, generally speaking, can easily make a relationship instantly sexual, because their sexual drive is really strong, and they're sexually straightforward, not unless they see their partner as someone who simply needs love, who's also cautious, and only then, real men show up.

I hope I did help

Hi denseheart, were you like this previous to meds? I know promiscuity can be a side effect of some anti-depressants. You could ask your doc about it. Or research your meds online. Someone I know changed meds and this behaviour changed.

Yes, I have been sexually promiscuous ever since I was a child.

I'm actually not in my 30's way younger then that I just have been drawn to that ever since I was a kid, but I'm not sure I just take rejection and fear being abandoned by a guy so bad.

Hey, denseheartofglass

I meant if your age is between, say 16 to 30, if you're that young then your sex drive is pretty high, and the fact that you're actually way younger than 30, and that you never had an intercourse, is probably why you want one so bad, and no one on Earth is allowed to blame you I'm 21, and I suffer from high sex drive, so I understand where you're coming from. I strongly suggest therapy though.