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How to deal,
What to feel, When to kneel, How can I conceal, I’m a sex addict, Back four years ago I found this place on the internet I went I saw I liked I came back, My mind was young and raw I never saw what I had seen that day so I came back this time no slack it was a full fledge attack on myself, I was depressed and lonely, hmmm sounds kinda how I am now don’t it? Anyways F it, whats it matter I tell my story to others only to hear a goodbye not a hello, I knock on the tv waiting for those I love to come through and hug me and swallow all my pain, oh **** then it starts to rain, Like being homeless my days are repetitive I can’t see rather be what it was that I did see, My drives gone now alls I got is a hard drive full of porn I sworn I’d never get into, Now I’m in it afraid cradled like a lab rat waiting to be exterminated, But wait I’m just 18, Or wait am I fifty with a 18 years of memory? I wish I had a family…no I mean a real one, Now I’m broken like a clock that stop ticking, Now my lifes ticking just waiting for the day I lay to rest, Would that be the best? I dunno how is it I can’t see, T? Anyway goodbye…till next time…hopefully then I can see. |
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Do you have a LINK to this song?
* * * * * I like the song Creed sings.... about lust of the eyes / beauty Beautiful She wears a coat of color Loved by some, feared by others She's immortalized in young men's eyes Lust she breeds in the eyes of brothers Violent sons make bitter mothers So close your eyes, here's your surprise Beautiful is empty Beautiful is free Beautiful loves no one Beautiful stripped me In your mind she's your companion Vile instincts often candid Your regret is all that's left Beautiful is empty Beautiful is free Beautiful loves no one Beautiful stripped me She told me where I'm going And it's far away from home I think I'll go there on my own |
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I wrote the song.
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