grrrrrrrrrrrrr

i am so embarressed but i think i got an sti, i know i gotta go to the doc but wont cant , stupid or what
sorry
serves me right for being a hoare though

We woman all have needs and if being with a man makes us a ***** than many more woman must raise their hands ..me included. I have a STD that I just found out that I have. Why now? Cause I was in denial. My T told me to get checked and I didn't want to...I didn't need to...but I did and I found out that I have herpies....and it's a real pain. I thought it was just wet rash from sweating...but now I'm aware of it and can take meds when I get a a break out (like today). So don't beat yourself up...you are not alone...someone has gone through it too. Remember that you are truly love...and never alone...God is always with you.

-- knothead

((( hugs ))) - Please dont be so hard on your self.... just go to the doctor get checked out and take medicine if needs and continue to have fun, just remember to ues protection when having sexual relations with any one... even that of a beloved bf.

i havent been to a doc but fould old antibiotics so hope they work
ty for your support
hugs
there is no was i am going through an exam again ever
hugs if ok
angel

thinking of you,

beads

Not going to your OB is not a smart idea if you think you have an STD, some of them are fatal after symptoms disappear and the wrong antibiotics can make what you have worse.

Please stop taking old medicine and go to the OB, your GP or even the free clinic and get the proper treatment.

Blessed Be,
Preacher

No no no. Get yourself checked because by not doing so it can make things worse later. Go get some help from a free clinic (it's anonymous) and get that taken care of! You aren't a *****. You just want affection and love, and it's OK.
Be careful, be safe! XOXOXO

The antibotics you have are old and like I said last night probably aren't strong enough to cure what you think you have. In anycase, you may not have what you think antibotics can cure...you may have something worse. You wouldn't tell me last night I feel cause you're embarrassed. Don't be...I think that not going is more of an embarrassment....cause you could get worse if you don't seek the help of a doctor.
I love you and I don't want you to get worse. I confided to you about my STD and posted it publicly to let you understand that it isn't a disgrace to have a disease. The disgrace is not doing anything about it.

I have to agree with kitten here: It's not a disgrace to get an STD, it is a disgrace to not get it checked out. Especially if you plan on having sex with other partners it is important to get checked out, not only would you be putting yourself at risk you could potentially be harmng others.

I wouldnt put others at risk ok
i will use a condom from now on
and the antibiotic is working

I don't mean to sound cruel but condoms are not 100% effective and just because symptoms are easing up doesn't mean it is going away or getting better. Please get yourself tested.