[addipaddi]

I had this dream a couple of weeks ago and have shared it with someone else on here but thought that maybe someone else could help out with the meaning??

Here goes...

I went to one of my friends houses and she chained me to a hand rail and told me she was going to kill me.
It was torture but i survived it.
After, she told me not to tell anyone or i would regret it... so i went home and bandaged myself up.

Then i went to my dads house but there were quite a few people there and this guy just sat there with a guitar.

Anyway, i could feel one of my wounds start bleeding so i went outside to change the bandage and he followed me out and asked if i was okay.
Of course i said i was fine, and we started talking and next thing i knew it was the next day and we were still sitting outside talking...
We then got in a golf cart and drove somewhere and he got out and started talking to this other girl.

So i jumped in the golf cart to leave and just before i drove off, i said to him "by the way, what's with the guitar?"
and he answered "I don't know, but i am sure i will find a use for it".

Anyway as i was driving, i came across the girl who was trying to kill me. I stopped and she was like, you just made the biggest mistake stopping...
She came up to me and started punching and kicking me so naturally, i fought back. But this time, for like, the first time ever, i had the strength to actually fight back.

The it became an out of body experience and i was watching me and this other girl fight and it was like those old school video games like..street fighter or something.

Anyway, i got her down, got a gun out of somewhere and went to shoot her and the guy's voice came into my head and told me that i was above that. That i didn't need to do that to feel better about myself.
So i ran. I ran and ran to the river and dropped to my knees and cried.
I couldn't believe i was about to kill someone. I turned all crazy like Lady Macbeth and vigorously started washing my hands to get 'rid of the blood' even though there was no blood on my hands.

Then my thoughts became super suicidal and i decided to jump in the water and not come back up.
So i did...

And as i was sinking all of these words of feelings were floating up past me like: HUMILIATION. SADNESS. HAPPINESS. ANGER. HATRED. DESPAIR.

Then everything started to fade but one more word popped up. HOPE.

I thought that was a sign, and i tried to reach for it but i couldn't. I was trying to hold on to hope but i had slipped to far.
I knew there was no turning back.

I closed my eyes and everything went black.
Then i felt all the water rushing around me, i was getting pulled out. When i opened my eyes once i had come out of the water, i saw him again.
He had unwound the strings of jis guitar, tied them all together and used them to pull me up.

He looked at me, and said, "see, i told you i would find use for this guitar."

And then i woke up.

Has anyone had a dream like this before? I don't really understand it.

[stellagoldfish]

This almost made me cry!

I have no idea what it means, except you seem to be going through a rough patch. Maybe it's your subconcious telling you to reach out for that hope. Or even that there's people nearby you (in the dream this was represented by the boy with the guitar) who are willing to help you and pull you out of your depression (if that's the condition you have). They could be anywhere. Psych Central is a good place to start Talk to me anytime