Dream about 'red alcohol'

So, there's been a lot on my mind today. Existence, death, failure, government, health, etc...

I feel asleep this afternoon for a couple of hours and had this dream. It's kind of sketchy but the parts I remember are remembered well.

I remember first off being in my apartment the whole time. I have 5 cats. 2 adults and 3 kittens and they drive me crazy sometimes. Well, in my dream there are around 15 cats running around, most of the are black. They keep getting in the bedroom and I have to use a spray bottle to get them out. I yell and scream and rant and rave. Well, they continue to run around the apartment. At this point I get out this glass jug and proceed to chug from it. It's bright red and it's alcohol.

Well, every time I try and chug it, it chokes me. I get some of it down and then it creates a suction. Through the whole dream this keeps happening and I keep trying thinking "this time will be different".

Well, my mother is supposed to show up so I try and clean and hide things she would cause a riot over. Such as pagan books and things. I run into the bedroom and tell my SO that my mom is coming and to get dressed. He's stark naked and freaks out. I hear a door close and leave the bedroom. My mother and sister and some cousins have just let themselves in. I get really mad and tell them to "get the **** out and I never want to see them again." She says if that's how you really feel. Well, I did but at this point I kinda knew I was dreaming and decided to let her stay. Resolving the issue.

But I keep trying to chug it and it was bright red. I kept saying how I didn't care the low alcohol content or the fact that I choked. As long as I got it down.

Now, I don't drink heavily. I used to and I'm trying to curb alcohol altogether. I do smoke but no tobacco for me. (I didn't read any rules about such admissions. Sorry if this is against the rules.) I don't do anything else though.

What does it mean? I can kind of take a guess but I want your opinions. Thanks..

Hi, i just used a dream interpretation website. Cats can represent feminine energy, and black cats psychic energy. The site said you could be having trouble with females or feminine energy and accepting your psychic or intuitive side. The alcohol could symbolize you are afraid to reveal your true self to others and the color red can mean you are absorbed in the alcohole, the choking means you find the
alcohol hard to swallow. The alcohol symbolizes your fear of revealing yourself, so not only are you afraid of revealing yourself, you are afraid to admit you even have this fear. ( at least according to the dream interpretation website)

Hmm. Well, I don't have a fear of revealing myself but I do have fears and worries as is. Of course you can only read what it says and you don't know me so, you can't interpret it to my life. Thank you though!

Well , lol, fruithippie maybe you just cannot ADMIT you are afraid to reveal yourself or perhaps the dream interpretation website can so at times be a load of manure. Your choice. Cool dream though. I liked the part about your psychic feminine energy. Obviously, i
dont have a psychic bone in my body. Obviously. :-)