Violent and Alone

I woke up crying this morning at about 2:30am, I had a dream. It was awful even after I woke up I couldn’t stop crying and I just kept repeating over and over “Please don’t leave me!” In the dream my parents were finally going to get married but some thief/killer guy obviously didn’t want that, he took my dad somewhere I don’t know where. I didn’t end up finding my dad in this dream i just knew he wasn’t with us. When we got a fake message from Dad we went to look for him at and when mum and I came back everyone I know and love was dead! Every single one of them was shot, every aunt, uncle, cousin, my grandparents, all of them were just gone.When mum saw all the bodies of our dead relatives and friends, in the dream, she broke down and started to cut her wrists and was about to stab herself in the stomach to die. That’s when I started yelling “NO, DON’T! Please Don’t Leave Me!” And that’s when I woke up…

Fear: Fear of Rejection. Fear of being alone. Fear that you can't make it on your own. Some of these fears were imprinted on you when you were growing up.

Letting go of family and friends causes the fear that you can't make it on your own. Maybe some of things your Father said to you were not true. But one thing that was imprinted on you is the notion: "You Can't make on your own".

Please understand you can do it on your own and survive well. This is a dream about the Fear of letting go.

Thankyou. I do believe I'm scared that I will not be able to make it by myself. I often feel that i'm alone already though, it feels like my parents aren't even there, almost like I have to be the parent in the household and care for my mum. I often think that I can't possibly look after my mother as well as myself and that scares me.

But thankyou for the suppsrt and I really hope you're right.

Honestly, I hope I never have that dream again I can't get it out of my head and I feel like crying whenever it surfaces to the front of my mind.

The dream does indicate a severance and isolation in your family. You seem to be quite aware of that. You can't parent your parents no more than they can parent you. Scary as it may seem, it is time for you to move on. Understand, and get in touch with your powers and ability's and move on in confidence.