[unfuntionablytired]

Last night, i had the funniest dream. Im going to a wedding at Henrys Supermarket, which means my dad is getting really drunk and I get to leave the party alone as i please. So i walk across the street to Churchs Chicken and my dads there somehow (you know how dreams are) and hes eating fish sticks and says, "you need me to buy you food?" So im like, yeah and i walk up to the register and ask for a chicken leg and beans. Now personally, in real life , Im deadly afraid of fast food meat so, i dont know what i was thinking. Anyways the cashier lady says, " Well our chef just died so, we can cook up his femur for you and just serve you that?" And for some reason, i though that was the most delicious appealing thing on earth. So i tell her, hell yeah, and she hands me this gigantic "chicken leg" and its really a femur. Anyways i end up eating it and feeling really scared and guilty afterwards and i run outside to hide the evidence in a dumpster in fear the cops are gonna grab me for murder. Next thing I know i see this girl from my old school and she tells me to kiss her goodbye, and insists that its on the lips. i do it and then we start cracking up. Ha . Im not a lesbian or anything and this girl was just a former acquaintance , but point is, what a strange and lovely dream. I never really looked into interpretation or symbolism in dreams but if someone figured that out for me, thatd be awesome. Otherwise, its nice to just type this **** out for fun.

[Sjc0]

Ha. Awesome dream. I am envious of that much recall. It is so rare I can remember enough detail to describe a dream, at best, I usually just end up with a sense of disturbed, amused, confused, etc.

[Thunder Bow]

This is a dream of letting go of your father. One piece meal and all!

[happiedasiy]

If you had said something like you were biting your father face, I would assume you did not like what he was saying/or communication problems. You can't believe a drunk, they will let you down, every time.

The fact was eating a femur, I would assume you feel like your father is walking away from you/ still would indicate communication problems with your father being stable.
Are you angry with him because of something in the past?

Are you secretly manipulating the circumstances when your father is drunk to get what you superficially want? - Fist pleasure from getting what you want.-Then guilt from being caught for murder, because you aren't being truthful with your emotions. Without being truthful this relationships potential for proper healing is dead-
It is your fathers responsibility for his behavior/ and how he treated you, not yours.
But when we get older it is our responsibility on how we behave and how we allow others to treat us.

Kissing someone, an old acquaintance goodbye- may mean you no longer wish to continue this dance between your father and self and want to sit down and look into the real issues of the situation. If this is not possible at this time, then maybe walking away from the situation is best, for yourself.

You should concentrate on making yourself whole again. Therapy can help.
I don't think your father can give you what you need right now, try to find some peace with that statement.
Surround yourself with positive people who understand, there are groups here for that.
Hugs,
Happiedasiy