Last night I dreamt that one of the workers who see me in my residential program was having sex with his male partner on my bed. I found them when I opened my door, in the act. I was naturally really upset and felt betrayed and lied to. In this dream, I'd been looking for him, and he was nowhere to be found. At first I wasn't sure it was him - I shut the door when I saw them. But later he walked up to me and he admitted it. The dream ended with me calling his supervisor. I was waiting on the line and their "Waiting music" was about global warming and the polar ice caps in antartica. I was also taking pictures of the room with my phone. I was afraid no one would believe me, and I was afraid that he would tell his supervisor that I'm lying and "just crazy."
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