Day one of no smoking

jin doing a dance - go ray go ray go ray

yayayayayayayay you did it girl this far on you can do it to the end

proud of you sweetie- love ya kerry xoxoxoxoxox

Congratulations on making it this far. Keep it up! and stay strong.
--splitimage

Well, I made it through most of day 4 on Friday. Checked the mail Friday night and got a letter from the IRS saying my refund is going directly to an old school loan, which means the money that was going to give me some piece of mind is gone. BF took me to dinner and I decided to say screw it...he bought me a pack of smokes. I'm still on the same pack. I smoke a half and don't want anymore. I'll try again after this pack, hopefully I'll be able to make it through all this crap being flung at me.

At least I'm sober....thats about the only thing I'm sure of anymore.

hey ray dont beat yourself up. you did well, next time you'll do it.

love kerry xoxoxoxoxo

Day 4 is a good start! You are trying and that's what counts!

whoo hoo u made it four days... thats double last time...
congrats..
u did great
im proud

this is what trying is all about ray ray
and the more u try one day ur gonna get it..

((((((((((((((Rayna)))))))))))))))))

Practice makes perfect hon. Many smokers have to try a number of times before they are successful. Don't give up hope...remember, we may backslide, but then come out swingin! You are on the right track hon....I have tons of faith in you!

Hugssssss
J

PS, I feel like I jinxed you I"m so sorry hon!!!

{{{{{{{{{{{{RAYNAY}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

i know your bummed about it.. but.. dont give up..

Like Miss Scarlet O'Hara said.. i'll think about it tomorrow.
afterall tomorrow is another day.. well something to that effect. please dont tell me you dont know who scarlet ohara is ill feel really really old then. lol

Who's Scarlet O'hara? Is she that one that was in that movie with Humphrey Bogart? The whole beautiful friendship thing?

Nah, I know....cuz Mr. Butler just didn't give a damn.....LOVE Gone with the Wind....I've got the deluxe edition on VHS.

Oh Rhett!!!

Ah....thanks so much for the support everyone. And Sab, you didn't jinx me.

Back on the wagon tomorrow for another go.

Ray, been following your quest to stop smoking. One question, when your boy friend went off for that pack of smokes, did you ask God for help?

Come on honey, you know the drill, we ask God for help on things we can’t do for ourselves.

p.s. your story sounds a lot like my first attempt to quit smoking. Dust yourself off and back in the saddle. And this time try it old school.

Richard

Good point. I didn't pick up my tools, and bf totally enabled me, which he admitted later.

Ah well....try try again.

Hey, we are all human and we all make mistakes. No worries...learn and grow right?

You WILL succeed! Oh, and I'm glad I didn't jinx ya

Hugsssssss
J

Sounds like you're just getting warmed up for the big quit!! 'Ain't nothing but a thang!' You just proved to yourself you can do it, now just pick the right time when you are truely ready; you'll know when that day comes!

I like your thinking Frozen_Heart

I'm back on my doctor's plan for now. Ahhh, someday, someday someday lol.

Hey, you're talking to the Queen of procrastination and a woman who has quit, ummm, about 6 times (4 of those for over a year?!?!?)!!!

I think it boils down to the 'really ready' factor!