[flawlessimperfectionsmft]

I hate the fact that I have absolutely no self esteem at all. I mean none . I hate facebook (which might sound random) because I always go and look at peoples facebook pictures and notice just how prettier they are then me. Like I have this one model friend that I swear is pretty. Now I have a boyfriend that tells me he loves me but I beg to differ because I'm so ugly. I know he would prefer to be with those girls more than me because they are pretty and have long hair, which is something he likes that I don't have. It hurts me to always feel so ugly. I feel fat because I eat to much, I feel not pretty because well I simply don't believe I am pretty. There are so many things about me I wish I could change like my hair color, my skin color, my eye color, my breast size, my stomach length, my lips. I'm obsessed with wanted to be prettier because I'm consumed with the fact that I am hideous. Maybe I have Body Dysmorphic (spell check) Disorder. I have never really looked into it. What do y'all think?

[Soul Quake]

So you don't believe what your boyfriend is telling you? You should be grateful for what you have.

[flawlessimperfectionsmft]

Yeah I pretty much don't take what he is saying to heart. It's sad I know I'm a horrible person for it.

[figting2live]

Wow...i have always felt similar to you...i was a middle child with two beautiful sisters...people let me know early in life how ugly i was...i know that beauty is in the eye of the beholder...i just wish the rest of the world knew it too...you got a boyfriend... A step ahead of me...at least he's telling you that he loves you...guys would tell me at least you got a good heart...how does that really make me feel...you already know...appreciate your own conception of beauty, not the world's...i'm the one to talk hu?...i am a work in progress...good luck in the relationship

[noirkitten]

hey, iv felt the same way you have. i still do sometimes, but im trying to overcome it. i know it feels like your worthless sometimes just because you dont look like those other girls. but you just got to know you are beautiful! and just remember that if everyone in the world looked extactly the same, the world would be soo boring! that's what i tell myslef. it's still hard for tho, but im trying to just shrug off what society's perception of beauty is and just follow my own insticnts. i think you should too. take care