[vacantangel]

Starting another group therapy tomorrow. This one is on cognitive therapy. It's called 'mind over moods'. Yes, I know I need it badly, that's why I'm going. Hoping in a group therapy setting that it works out better than it did for me in individual therapy a few years ago. I totally suck at this and no, that's not a lie. I'm sure the T that I had at the time would back me up on that. I just couldn't do it whatsoever. Maybe in a group, I'll be better, one can only hope. I know this is probably the wrong forum for this thread but I only feel safe here, somewhat.

[Isolated_Guy]

I think it will do you good.

Now don't take it personal if any of these people point things out in you in which those here who care for you already have.

I think I know you too well already.

[SeptemberMorn]

YAY!!! Congrats! Kudos! Hip, hip hurray! Yeeeeehaaaaaaaaa!!

Sending you off on the wings of prayer, Hun! Gotta give it to you! You sure are trying! That takes a lot of courage, strength and determination!! Add THOSE to your list, will ya! LOL

[kimmydawn]

(((((((((((((((((( angelgirl )))))))))))))))))))))

gl with this. let us know, k?

[vacantangel]

Well, I don't think there's much room to get any worse.

[nothemama8]

Yep AngelGirl I think your right and everyone else is wrong
Marie

[vacantangel]

That's about as much as I can take here. Bye!!!

[nothemama8]

Girl you need to get a lot tougher, have you ever wanted something so bad that you stood up and fought for it?
Don't give up
Angie

[Fuzzybear]

Good luck..... I wish we had as many opportunities for "treatment" in the UK.......

Also, I am not being mean, but why all the goodbyes? Do you really want to leave here? Just wondering ......

[nothemama8]

Hey AngelGirl remember a Quiter never wins, and a Winner never Quits., from what everyone has posted I though everyone here was a Winner
Sorry you can't take the heat, Angie really believed in ya
Marie

[Fuzzybear]

I hope you are feeling a bit better today..... a lot of us have been extra sensitive lately, including me

I read one of your posts where you said you value honesty highly..... I am the same way. If a "friend" lies to me, especially more than once, the friendship is often, in effect, over (I am not meaning you! {I hardly know you}.... Just thought I had better clarify)
At the very least, it takes me a LONG time to regain any trust in that person

Sending you good thoughts!

((((((((((((((((((Hugs))))))))))))))))))

[nothemama8]

AngelGirl if you have a problem with self-esteem use this forum, but if you just want to use this for a woe is me site, others on this forum are accepting the wisdom of the posters, instead of dwelling on not getting better
Also if you have a problem with me, tell me not Angie, we are in the same body but are totally different
Marie

[SeptemberMorn]

{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Fuzzy}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I'm glad you're posting here and sharing your wisdom with us.

Love ya!

[kimmydawn]

me too september!

(((((((((((( fuzzy )))))))))))))

kd

[h0kie]

How goes your new group? Hope it is working out for you.

[vacantangel]

I'm not sure how I feel today. My level of depression is all over the place. I have a major problem with reacting to posts that I read. I'm trying to stay on an even keel but the boat is rocking big time. But at least I'm trying. Can't promise to actually stay in the boat as opposed to falling overboard. It might help if I didn't have to balance that damn seagull on my head too.

Not sure why you're bringing up honesty but yes, I consider it to one of the most highest of virtues to have. Once lied to, I then start wondering what other lies I didn't catch in the past. Trust is broken and for me, extremely hard to regain. Honesty and trust. Very crucial for me. I consider myself to be an extremely honest person.

Thanks for the good thoughts and hugs. Certainly could use them both. Sending same back to you. ((((((((((Fuzzybear))))))))))

[vacantangel]

I did tell YOU. Look again at the PM I sent ya and I don't need your permission to stay on this forum. I'm here. Get used to it. Put me on 'ignore' if you don't like me.

[vacantangel]

Well, I'm ashamed to admit that I reacted really badly to something here yesterday and I totally shutdown and spent the rest of the day in bed. I have to be stronger next Monday. It will probably be wise for me to not even log on next Monday so I don't have the ability to react negatively to negative posts directed at me.

[vacantangel]

Thanks Tonie for noticing that I'm trying. I got a long way to go but I'm not ready to throw in the towel.

[vacantangel]

Thanks for the gl vibes and the hugs KimmyDawn. It just has to work out better this time. Somehow I have to learn how to turn all my negative thoughts into positive thoughts so I can have a better life.

[vacantangel]

Well Gary, I'm sure I'll hear lots of stuff but that's what it's all about and btw, it would all be personal cuz it's about me but I'm ready to make some positive changes. No pun intended.

[vacantangel]

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Girl you need to get a lot tougher, have you ever wanted something so bad that you stood up and fought for it?
Don't give up
Angie

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Who said anything about giving up? That's exactly what this thread is about, me NOT giving up. That's why I'm taking both individual and group therapy. That doesn't sound like someone who is giving up to me. Not sure why you think it is.

[vacantangel]

Just because I used the 'fight or flight' repsonse and chose 'flight' doesn't mean I'm quitting. I'm still in therapy and in my books that is NOT quitting. What I don't like is sarcastic remarks on what is supposed to be a forum for support and btw, 'tough love' does NOT work with me.

[vacantangel]

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Yep AngelGirl I think your right and everyone else is wrong
Marie

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I don't even know why this comment is even appropriate on a thread where I stated I was getting more help than I was before. This WAS a positive thread until you made this remark.

[kimmydawn]

good job ((((((((((((((((((( angel ))))))))))))))))))))