Argh

I may have CFS/M.E it is a medical condition, beside that, I am ill anyway, whatever it is. I am ill mentally, I am ill physically, and I am unstable emotionally for many reasons.

My sister always says to me I'm just faking it, it's in my head, I'm completely normal, I'm being an attention seeker, I need to grow up, get a job, make some money, do something with my life, get off my fat ***(yeah real nice to say to someone with a f*king eating disorder & low self esteem & so many problems already)

Now, she's always been an abusive, heartless, **** to me. She's physically, emotionally and mentally hurt me.
I also have a functioning alcoholic for a mother who is only occasionally a good mother to me. :/
I have no biological father, he's gone, he's out of my life, for good I hope, he was an abusive, neglectful prick.

I hate her.
She's a classic narcissistic, who only cares for herself, loves herself, thinks she's some ****ing god, blah blah.
I'm sick of her.
I'm sick of this.
I want to cry.
She's stressing me out so much.
I hate this.
I HATE THIS.

Oh, and she's crying now.
SHE'S CRYING!
Grow the **** up!
Oh, loud music, **** you, **** YOU!
What does she have to cry about?!
She ****ing causes so much BS for everyone & she has her health, an AMAZING boyfriend, family who love & kiss the feet she walks on, she has a job, BLAH BLAH! SHE ****ING HAS SO MUCH! AND SHE PICKS ON THE PEOPLE WHO SHE SEES AS "WEAK" OR ATTENTION SEEKING BECAUSE THEY'RE NOT WELL! WHETHER THAT BE MENTALLY OR PHYSICALLY!
I'M SICK OF IT!
I WANT OUT!
SHE'S CAUSING ME SO MUCH STRESS!
I GET SO SCARED OF HER COMING HOME OR COMING DOWNSTAIRS OR UPSTAIRS AND JUST WANT HER TO LEAVE HOME!!!

pup ,, WoW kid ,,,,, ya think maybe [ I sense you are strong resilient type ] ,,,, ....maybe ask her WTF is up in her life that makes her be pick on weak >> and wear the mask of happiness ,, even though she cries ?

Just a suggestion >> maybe she is attention seeker ???

{{{{{{{ hugs }}}}}}}
WMD.

No, I'm not going to bother to give her that attention and ask her what is wrong with hr life, she complains about such SMALL things... she has no idea.

She is an attention seeker, she is an attention seeker & a classic narccisstic horrid stuck up self centered selfish *****!

ARGH.
I don't need this right now.
I DON'T NEED THIS AT ALL.

SORRY. :/