[wisewoman]

know it’s just a dream, I know I am all grown up and she can’t hurt me like that. She was trying to hold my daughter and I hostage. I thought I was ahead of her but wasn't, thought we would get away. As usual most of the brothers were in on it. I kept waiting for the time. Kept trying to comfort my child. The mother was packing youthful memories. I told her it must be nice to have such things, even a dog and man she had made. I told her I had nothing. It was so true.

She caught us and I woke up. It was only a dream. A dream that left me sitting bolt upright in bed again with same head ache. A dream so real I I am awake now.

A dream because earlier hubby found some stuffed animals that had cat pee on them and wanted to throw them away. The belong to the other daughter, the one who hates me and doesn’t want to speal with me. I told him no, they would need to be washed and put away for her because they had meaning at one time for her. I know this is what stimulated the dream. It’s only a dream. My daughter left not because of me but because of her, and my other daughter is safe. She will be okay. Horrid dream. Want to beat that woman!!!!!

[shadowdancer]

i'm so sorry you had such a horrible dream!

(((((((((((((((wisewoman)))))))))))))))))

take care and stay safe. you are right. she can't hurt you anymore.

-shadow

[Rapunzel]

You're doing well to recognize that it was a dream, and she can't hurt you now, and also that your daughter left because of her, not because of you. You are good. You want to heal and help your children, not hurt them. They are safe with you.

Love,
Wendy