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Old Oct 21, 2010, 11:02 AM
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I fiinely got an appointment for my psych and physcal evaluations for social sercurity. After a year and ahalf of not being able to work because of all truama, we are scared what if we do or say something wrong and make them say no. we have so much riding on this.
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no matter how short or uneventful our time is outside when we come back those within go in to hiding mode until we at least feel like no one was hurt while we were outside.
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want to try to get someone to go with us so we feel safe but don't know if they will let someone be with us during the interveiw. Life sucks when you have become afriad of your own shadow yet have to fack at times that your not just to keep the parainas away from you. so many times we took the path of less abuse now though we only have a small path to take with out any side allies.
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Just scared, what if we get nothing how are we to do anything when we be scared to be around to many people?
we just wish that we could find a place to clime into and no be scared no more that when we feel safe someone will try to take it away.
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Old Oct 21, 2010, 11:08 AM
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sending lots of love and support. wishing I could do more..
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Old Oct 21, 2010, 01:13 PM
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Old Oct 21, 2010, 02:46 PM
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Can you call to see if anyone can come with you? Please continue to keep us posted on how you are doing with this?
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Old Oct 21, 2010, 11:05 PM
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Old Oct 22, 2010, 09:01 AM
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tk all,
we are hoping that we can talk with them on monday to find out we just so hurt right now. we can talk with some people but the minite we feel trapped we start switching from the stress. we hope the fear is all just the unkown because we do not know these people but hose within are so worked up.
just want to find a hole to crawl into but want the dog to just to have someone to talk to in person and not be afraid so much.
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Old Oct 23, 2010, 03:22 AM
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I can understand being nervous about an interview, most people would be nervous. You will be safe, however.
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Old Oct 24, 2010, 07:24 PM
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