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Old Mar 10, 2011, 08:26 PM
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I just got out of in patient and I'm STILL having problems...
All the abuse in my past makes me cut. I can't take it out any other way then cut and thinking about suicide... I was doing a partial program and now they are readmitting me.
It's so annoying being inpatient because all I can think about is cutting and being suicidal... I get triggered and I have no way to take it out.
The place I'm being readmitted to has a trama program that gets filled up quickly but they're hoping that I get into it.
I just don't feel like I deserve the help. Specially when I have a hard time accepting it.
I'm sorry if this post was confusing... I've had a hard time staying grounded lately and I feel like I'm dissociating a lot.
I just can't do anything right.
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Old Mar 11, 2011, 01:15 AM
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we are HERE!!!
sending some peace!!!
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Old Mar 11, 2011, 07:12 AM
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Hang in there! You are in my thoughts. I hope you get into the trauma program. Please don't hurt yourself!

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Old Mar 11, 2011, 12:36 PM
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It's so annoying being inpatient because all I can think about is cutting and being suicidal... I get triggered and I have no way to take it out.
Can you talk to the staff there and work on what is triggering you to SI?

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I just don't feel like I deserve the help. Specially when I have a hard time accepting it.
I hope that you can work on feeling that you deserve the help.
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