[Lexicon78]

Well, lately hair has been my trigger. Mostly every guy who has abused me has had hair on his body. Maybe if I shave every hair off their bodies I won't be triggered anymore.

My step-father was a hairy man, my ex had long hair and had some hair, and my boyfriend (not a sexual abuser, but a verbal abuser) has a hairy chest. The only ones who didn't have hair were the two teenagers who raped me when I was 4. At least I do not remember them having any hair. I do not remember much of them, thank the goddess.

This kinda fits because around the time my step-father started molesting me I started shaving my whole body...my arms, legs, face, stomach...even the peach fuzz had to be gone on me. Now I have to use hair remover on my face because I kept shaving it. It isn't too bad, but it's noticeable. At least I can see it, so it bothers me.

Oh, how I hate hair. I don't like to see men naked or even half naked because of the hair. It just disgusts me a ton. I know that men can't help it sometimes but it's still disgusting.