Is it true?

I saw this guy yesterday. He was my neighbor when I was a child. He started to talk about our childhood. (I don't remember my childhood). He said: "Dear God, your brother was rough on you! I still can't believe he tight you up on trees and leave you there for hours. He didn't wanted us to untight you and he didn't wanted you to cry. I hope that today you forgive me for not having defended you?" I said Oh yes I forgive you! It's forgotten."

Of course it's forgotten, I don't even remember.

Oh TimeO bumps bumps bumps
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I'm so sorry your brother was so mean to you. What a horrible, no wonder you blocked it out. GGGeeeeezzz.

Forgotten in the details but the feelings are there. I wish you peace in finding the feelings and letting them go. I also wish I could have a piece of that brother, we'd teach him fear and compassion.

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Don't you love it when you get a bad memory stuffed into your brain? You can't remember it but suddenly it's there and you're scrambling to make sense of it and how it has effected you as a person.
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Sorry TimeO. It's good to know but at the same time-it's a total bummer.

I really don't remember this brother of mine doing this to me but when I was older I do remember he use to beat me up. You see this is one brother, I have 5, all older then me.

I know I'm very scare to be tight up. Somebody else did tight me up but this one I do remember because I was 19. And he did it more then once and a lot of other things to me. Things that I don't want to remember but that I can remember if I want to. But I don't want to go there. I have escaped from him and that is good enough.

Thank you for listening to me. Thank you dear kind people!

That must've been terrible for you. You say you don't remember, but it all comes out in some way if not in memory, some other way. I can clearly see why you've blocked it out.

TimeO, I can feel sympathetic memories rising inside myself, pushing tears out my eyes. My dad was a mean sadistic mutha. This is hard stuff to process. This site sure stirs it up for me. I've had more flashes of yukky ickkies this month than I've had in years...... I am so grateful for the support that flows here. Makes it so less lonely a struggle. Makes it a "happenin" place to be". Makes me feel like I can do the "up, out, and integrated" process more easily. Like everybody here is a midwife for everybody else. Some of us just got preggers, some of us are screaming the birth..... but ultimately, we're all in the same boat.....
bumpies bumpies bumpies )))))TimeO((((((( and the resta yas. I've come to care so much about so many people so fast.... can be overwhelming good. What a concept.