[Kmbpeace1171]

have been able to make entire apartment feel safe again except for my bed, it happens so instantly but I have confidence it willb e safe again someday if I keep playing my music and funny shows, I also have a ? I still think I am bad and dirty and just not okay for "talking" and my mind wants to take this all back and deny it im in conflict with myself is that normal? I still ? if this is real at times. Ty all so much for helping through a real crisis.

[objtrbit]

hey there kmb;

I think what you are going through is part of the recovery process-none of it is ever fun for sure though; the denial part-I think I feel ya there. It takes a lot of strength to face the dark and painful things...I'm thinkin you're in the middle of working through a lot so hugs yo! I'm glad you're wanting the apartment to feel safe, that you want that sense of saftey for yourself.

Hang in there kmb!

Take care,
-obj