[Rhapsody]

I hate that I have a past in sexual abuse (by MEN) and that I will probably NEVER be able to totally rid my body or mind of these awful experiences, the ones that still haunt me at times.... I was up early this morning with my husband before he went to work and I was trying to be as normal as possible (yeah right - lol) and well the NEWS set me off, but I kept it hidden.... there was three cases of three different men raping / molesting young girls - one 13 year old was even killed to keep her silence.... Forever.

I TRULY HATE that young females are being abused and yet worse.... killed for mere sexual pleasure.

Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh GOD -
you must return soon and end this HELL on EARTH for the innocent little ones.

Eeeek! Darn! Phooie! - I have been so damaged inside by others, that I cannot even be normal in watching TV.... let alone having to view those sexual commercials during an other wise decent show I decided to watch.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

(((((((((Rhap))))))))))))

You are right. It is a horrible thing. Its hard to know that there are bad things happening out there. There is lots of good happening too. Sometimes what helps me is to think about something good that another person is doing for others.. Best wishes...

[Rhapsody]

Yeah.... I hear YOU (think happy thoughts), and then again this will probably always be a big TRIGGER for ME.

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[greenfairy]

((((((((((((Rhapsody))))))))))))
i have trouble with things like that too. . .commercials, movies, books, even conversations. its unfair that you endured what you did and are now unable to do things that come naturally to others.
youre sensitive and thats ok. dont think of yourself as damaged. you were a victim. the ones who hurt you are the damaged ones. you are a survivor.
hugs to you.