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Mar 05, 2012, 02:29 PM
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These nightmares are starting to get me really hard, I suffered emotional abuse from my mom, her and her sick mind games when she tried to control me.
Now I'm out of that situation but I have constant nightmares of being taken from my dad and being forced to live with my mom, then I would sit there and listen to her say and do all the things I had to put up with. Every night it's a different situation, one night I'll dream I'm being forced to love my step-dad and if I don't, I'll be alienated from the whole house. Another night I dream of memories of catching my mom having sex with her **** boyfriend and then I'll run away in tears only to be yelled at and berated my her boyfriend. Last night I dreamt of the days I was forced to sleep out in the cold when sister kicked me out because I finally stood up to my ***** of a mother, hating her because she knew how my sister would react when I called my mom all the things I've said but she cried to her anyway. I'm living a better life, why I'm I being tormented!? 
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Mar 05, 2012, 03:37 PM
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Hi Ardmore, removing yourself from the stress is likely the time to see a T about these triggers or flash backs. Living a better life will put you in a place that you can truly heal with help. The dreams that are tormenting you are something you were/are not guilty of.
Their tragic acts of a person who should have been protecting you. Your young mind was not ready or able to relate, make sense of the things you saw. You have been betrayed by someone that should have been taking care of you. There is no fairness in this at all, but it is the way our minds deal with neglect, abuse, and very unfortunate circumstances. Trying to make sense of something not sensible. I do hope you will seek professional help...no one deserves a happier life than someone who has gone through your particular form of hell with a parent. hugs, bj
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Mar 06, 2012, 11:36 AM
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Yeah Ardmore, it sounds like you need to process what happened to you.
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Mar 06, 2012, 12:58 PM
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I know it sounds like the oldest thing in the book but, I wish there was a way they would suffer.
Every time I think about them I wish I could cause a large amount of pain but it won't do any good but...
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Mar 06, 2012, 04:29 PM
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(((((Ardmore))))))
They WILL suffer their own fates. You are free of them, now take time for you. Therapy for you now would really be helpful so you can finally sort this out and really be on your own, be your own person and learn to have YOUR OWN life. (((((Hugs))))) Open Eyes |
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