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Old Jul 31, 2012, 09:57 PM
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***trigger***

*go slow, please*.

I need to talk about it just a little bit.

Please.

thanks...

Now...

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My aunt m***sted me.

She invaded me physically (not sure with what and I don't even care!!!!) and also touched me "there".

YUCKKKKKK!!!!!!

I remembered last night.

Not everything but I know she did something!

Made...me...sick...and...MAD.

Billi
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Old Aug 01, 2012, 08:20 AM
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Don't let your problems or the world make you feel small. Stretch your arms out over your head. Take a deep breathe. Tell yourself that you are big. You are big, not small. You always have space, you are not trapped........

I'm an ISFJ
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Old Aug 01, 2012, 08:33 AM
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I believe when are minds are ready to look at things, then those things appear to us. Hope you are doing OK today. Soup
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Old Aug 01, 2012, 01:24 PM
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so sorry billi. take care of yourself!
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Old Aug 01, 2012, 02:34 PM
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(((Billie)))),

I am sorry that happened to you in your past. Make sure you are kind to yourself and realize that when this happened you didn't understand it.

Yes, your Aunt did something wrong and you certainly didn't deserve it.

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Old Aug 01, 2012, 06:44 PM
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I believe when are minds are ready to look at things, then those things appear to us. Hope you are doing OK today. Soup
thanks.

I can still only just about remember this, but I trust myself with it now.

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I'm really sorry that happened to you....and part of me is even sorrier you remembered.
back before I had real memories of what had happened, I felt off somehow but after
dealing with memories and flashbacks for a while, I wished I had never remembered at all.
I hope you find your way to healing and wholeness.
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Old Aug 01, 2012, 08:14 PM
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I'm so sorry that, that happened to you. I know, it's so much worse when it just hits you, and you randomly remember it. It's horrible. It's like so much has just hit you. It's crazy! But the more you talk about it, the more memories will come back. It may not sound that great, but closure will help A LOT. And, talking about it, and getting it out will bring great relief. I hope everything gets better. <3
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Old Aug 03, 2012, 09:10 AM
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I'm so sorry that, that happened to you. I know, it's so much worse when it just hits you, and you randomly remember it. It's horrible. It's like so much has just hit you. It's crazy! But the more you talk about it, the more memories will come back. It may not sound that great, but closure will help A LOT. And, talking about it, and getting it out will bring great relief. I hope everything gets better. <3
thanks very much.

Sounds very encouraging and hopeful.

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Old Aug 03, 2012, 09:11 AM
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I'm really sorry that happened to you....and part of me is even sorrier you remembered.
back before I had real memories of what had happened, I felt off somehow but after
dealing with memories and flashbacks for a while, I wished I had never remembered at all.
I hope you find your way to healing and wholeness.
I am glad I remembered. It was awful, but I am not sorry. The truth needs to be told.

I appreciate your sentiments. Sometimes I really wish I did not have to remember, but I deal to heal now.

One gentle step at a time.

Thanks,

Billi
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