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Old May 18, 2006, 01:52 PM
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I want , with all my might, to understand how I didn't have a choice. I want, with all my being, to believe it was not my fault.
I want, with every hurt and angry and sad feeling, to let this all out and be free from the torture it creates in my mind.
WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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Old May 18, 2006, 02:06 PM
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breatheeeee (((((huggs)))))
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Old May 18, 2006, 02:38 PM
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I understand. Safe hugs
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Old May 18, 2006, 02:51 PM
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Old May 18, 2006, 04:00 PM
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Thanks Jennie, Fuzzybear and Nina.
I just get so overwhelmed feeling guilt. I feel like I should have known how to STOP it from happening. HE did this to me for over a year.
GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD........................I hate him.
I hate the visions in my head. They are fierce. They attack all the time lately!!!!!
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Old May 18, 2006, 04:15 PM
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Old May 19, 2006, 03:59 AM
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I AM SORRY FOR YOUR PAIN... I am sure you do not deserve it yet you are left to bear it...I wish I had more words to comfort...you are so special to all of us.... Having a difficult time allowing myself to feel forgiven >>>>>
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Old May 20, 2006, 09:39 AM
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For every negative thought, create a positive response. Repeat the positive so there is no room for the negative. Get up and do something physically to not only break the mental pattern, but the physical link as well.

I forgive you. I forgive you for not knowing what to do. I forgive you for being overwhelmed and confused and hurt and so spinning in your head and heart you couldn't think clearly. I forgive you for it all.
PS you might consider giving up the "Why Me?" thing. There is no way out of that pit. Unless you go for reincarnation and the concept we choose our situation before we come down here to learn stuff we need to learn to form us into people who understand deeply what it is to be human. Works for me.
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Old May 20, 2006, 10:08 PM
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Just to clarify my "Why Me?"
Not that it happened, but that I still suffer so many years later and am having a difficult time allowing myself to feel forgiven.
Just so you understand where that came from
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Old May 20, 2006, 10:47 PM
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I gotta go with hillbunny here -- everyone on this site, probably, could ask "why me" about dozens of things that have happened to him or her. I certainly could. I've gotten over it, so I know it can be done. It just requires hard work, and you have to decide you're ready to be over it.

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God has already forgiven YOU.... He is just waiting for YOU to accept IT - - - Will you?

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