[bearhugs]

Hi all, I know i;ve not been online lately I have been through serious rought seas where my stress level has risen sky high beyond what it should be. I had a couple of visistors in town and it didnt go well for me at all. I ended up being hurt, and being re- abused sexually and emotionally as well. I thought it was over, but for me my abuse still continues.

I am very very numb right now throughout my body, I have no one that i can talk to about whats really going on, and have been very very sick through this whole thing.

I am in need of friends and enormous support at this time. Can anyone be here for me?

I also need some information, does anyone know of any safe places I can go to if things get really bad for me next time, i dont mean a hosptial but like a safe house i can go to if abuse gets out of hand next time? I am sorry to ask but have no where else to ask?

My life is upside down, and broken beyond repair.

[Rhapsody]

((((((( HUGS ))))))) _ I am so SORRY!!

If I may ask? - what is your age and how did these people (or person) come to be able to abuse you again? - be alone with you.

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I will be here for YOU!

LoVe,
Rhapsody -

[xrainstormx]

I am so sorry for what has happened. You can PM me anytime you need too. I am normally on everyday so I will answer you fast. *HUGS* Hang in there, You are already so strong for what you have been through. Don't give up. Keep fighting.

[Lexicon78]

What area are you in? There are surely plenty of safe houses around in your town.

I'm here for you anytime!

[dreaming2fly]

i am so sorry you've had this happen to you again..

Kat

[bearhugs]

Rhapsody,
thanks so much for your post. I sent you a private message answering your questions and hope you get to it soon. My stiuation is a complex one, afraid of having people laugh.
thanks for being here, its good to know you are around. take good care, bearhugs.

[bearhugs]

hi xrainstormx, thanks so much for your post. i am glad i can PM you anytime and thanks for saying that i am strong, and that i should keep fighting. I am quickly loosing the energy to fight anymore though. bearhugs.

[bearhugs]

hi lexicon thanks for your post. glad to know that i can pm you any time. I will pm you the town i am in. once i do do you know how to find a safe house?

Any domestic violence agency and crisis center can help you to get into a shelter. Look in your phone book under Domestic Violence, Community services, Rape Crisis Centers, and so on. They will all be able to help you. Also if you have a therapist that therapist will have a list of programs near you that can help with this also.

[babyblueyes]

im so sorry to hear what happened.i just recently told my mom about my sexual abuse from a family member and well she called me a lier!! how do we cope when the people we are supposed to depend on turn there backs..i feel deeply for you.i can help you find a safe house..you can email me or pm me anytime.this is really hard to deal with...we can all hang in there together,,,(((big hug for you))))))

[xrainstormx]

I know it is hard but you can't give up. There are people who care for you. even though I don't know you, I care. There are bad things and good things in life. It sounds like there is a lot more bad then good but find that thing that makes you happy and go for it. Find that happy place and go to it. *SUPER HUGS*. You can do it!!!!!!!!