[bluegirl...?]

My parents are suppused to protect me but they're the ones hurting me! They hit me, call me names, blame me for things beyond my control, they even get my dog to attack me for "fun". I just.... URGHH. It sucks! I mean, what they do hurts me but I'm afraid to do something.
They already are assholes so whats gonna if I tell someone?

It just angers me because I try to be as good as I can for them and all they do is yell at me for being a failure a disappointment a ***** stupid fat ugly mean annoying

...Blue

[bluegirl...?]

and another thing......
do you know what my mom did when she found my PC account 2 years ago - which had posts and messages about suicide and cutting ? She told me I was lying and Ive been grounded ever since ( yeah yeah im sneaking on the computer now )

[Leed]

Honey, I'm so sorry this is going on. I know you're miserable. I think you should talk to your counselor at school. It will be confidential.

That's what they are there for, and they'll talk to you gently. They won't yell at you or anything. So please talk to one of the counselor! And if you can, let us know what happens. God bless! Hugs, Lee

[Harley47]

I agree with Lee...please, talk to your counselor. You don't deserve the horrific treatment they're giving you. Please, understand that all those negative things they call you in your first post are NOT true. Sometimes, we hear something so often we begin to accept it as true, even when it's not. Don't believe something as untrue as that based solely on repetition.

Talk to your counselor. They're here to help, and they'll do all they can to offer the help you deserve. Please, know I am praying for you, and I hope things work out.

Hugs,
Harley

[Sannah]

Yeah, you certainly deserve better treatment. I agree with talking to the counselor.

[bluegirl...?]

unfortunately i dont go back to school til next week. :/

Its like, i dont want to do this bc i am thankful for some things but i also dont want to have to live hurt all the time.

ergh.
...Blue

[Sannah]

It is good to talk about your hurt with a counselor.

[nicoleflynn]

You are being terribly abused; talk to the counselor as soon as school is in session. Call a domestic violence hotline; you can find the number on-line....also a suicide hotline

You can go on-line and read about verbal abuse....No one has the right to abuse you. This is all very serious. Usually abusers hate themselves and project it onto the person (s) they are supposed to love and it has nothing to do with who YOU are and everything to do with who THEY are (insecure, angry and self-hating).

Unfotunately, knowing that doesn't help. Please reach out and get help and let us know how you are doing. hugs

[bluegirl...?]

Usually I dont try to listen to their comments but its hard not to. They make me feel worthless.

I do want to get help but I have this fear that no one will believe me and then i'll have to go back and it'll be a hundred times worse.

...Blue

[Sannah]

It would be hard to have your parent's comments not affect you. Have you told anyone previously and they didn't believe you?

[bluegirl...?]

My mom has always told me so whenever i tried to threaten her. and my friends... Well they say they believe me but they arent serious about it. They'll just joke around and laugh about how crazy strict and mean they can be.

[happiedasiy]

Originally Posted by bluegirl...?

My mom has always told me so whenever i tried to threaten her. and my friends... Well they say they believe me but they arent serious about it. They'll just joke around and laugh about how crazy strict and mean they can be.

My wish for you is that you have the strength to endure.
I'll pray that you recieve the help that you need.
Love yourself even when your parents dont know how.
Soon you will be away and on your own and in control.
I believe you. You are not alone.
H.

[Sannah]

Originally Posted by bluegirl...?

My mom has always told me so whenever i tried to threaten her. and my friends... Well they say they believe me but they arent serious about it. They'll just joke around and laugh about how crazy strict and mean they can be.

Of course abusers say that you won't be believed. This is how they make sure they don't get caught.

Your friends probably joke about it to just be able to cope. They are powerless to do anything so minimizing it is a way to cope.

We will support you while you see the school counselor.

[bluegirl...?]

thanks everyone! going back to school tomorrow so hopefully ill courage