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Jul 12, 2006, 05:01 PM
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i dont know why i had to be a part of any of this
im only 13 and i've expirenced and seen more than i ever thought possible. it's like im not even here anymore. i feel like im watching my own life. he was my best friend. and all i want to know is why? -megan-
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Jul 12, 2006, 05:13 PM
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Megan, do you want to tell us more about it?
Do you have access to a counselor or therapist? It sounds like this is hitting you really hard, and you could probably use some support. This is a good place for it, here, but I bet having a professional to help you through this would be more help than we can be. Rap
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Jul 12, 2006, 05:34 PM
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no, u understand
yes i have professional help but it seems like its not working as good as i hoped the guy who did this to me was my best friend 6 months after he did it he came to see me i got scared so i started screaming, but all he did was help me calm down, then he gave me a hug, and while he was hugging me, he shot himself right in the forehead. i went into shock. after i recovered a bit, i started thinking that it was my fault he shot himself, because i let him rape me. but my therapist, says its not my fault and all that stuff, and some days i believe him and some days i dont. i just get really scared every once in a while, and i feel like even my therapist cant help me. thanx for listening -megan-
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Jul 12, 2006, 06:37 PM
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My heart hurts for you . That was an awfull thing to experience . It is good to know you have a therapist. My prayer for you is that you will come to see that this is not your fault . We do not control what other people do.
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Jul 12, 2006, 07:22 PM
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Megan,
I'm so very sorry that this has happened to you. I'm just so sorry, sweetie. I'm glad you're seeing a therapist. Stick close with him/her and your family and friends. Know that there are many here who are survivors as well, even though our stories might not be the same. Please know that you're not alone. Don't hesitate to PM if you need. KD
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Jul 13, 2006, 12:33 AM
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Megan, I don't know why you had to experience that either. That sounds awfully heavy for anyone, let alone at your age. It isn't your fault. Like Sher said, we can't control what other people do.
I am glad that you have help. It's hard work, that all a professional can do is guide you through. I hope that you have a good guide. Healing from something like that takes time too. Please take care of yourself, and let people who care about you help too. Rap
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Jul 13, 2006, 10:21 AM
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Megan, so, so sorry you had to go through such a horrible event.
It will take time to heal. You can't rush it. You did not make it happen. He was very very sick to do such an evil thing to you. In addition to therapy and time, try to add as much beauty to your daily life as you can.
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Jul 13, 2006, 10:43 PM
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thank you to everybody who has written
it means so much to me because you guys are the only support besides my therapist that i have. -megan-
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Jul 14, 2006, 02:45 PM
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(((((((((((((((((damajdancer)))))))))))))))))))))
my heart goes out to you,
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Jul 14, 2006, 08:54 PM
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thank you
-megan-
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