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Sep 04, 2006, 07:59 PM
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I haven't been around much here. But, lately I have been doing a lot of work...and I mean, painstaking, heartwrenching, wanting to throw it all away WORK.
I have been so influenced by the past for so long, without even realizing it. I mean, it was natural for me to hate myself. It seemed okay to sooth myself by harming my body. If I am fat I won't get abused or attacked sexually. If I wear my hair short they will just keep thinking I am a guy from far away and they won't try to hurt me. These and many more random thoughts have gone around my brain for years...but I only connected them in the past few days. I went to the park today and journaled. I came across many issues that need resolving...but that when I re-read what I wrote I realized it is only because I am working through these that I have gotten to the point I am now. I am not 100% healed...but I am no longer 100% damaged. I still am skeptic that I can get to a point of fully accepting myself, my body, my sexual resistances. But, I will keep fighting. I lose battles from time to time, but I have yet to lose the war! For, I AM A SURVIVOR!!
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Sep 04, 2006, 09:44 PM
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That is good to hear Twisted...hope only the best in your recovery...
Eva
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Sep 04, 2006, 09:49 PM
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Yes you are a survivor!!!!!!
Im so glad you are getting better. I wish you the best of luck!!!!!!!! -Megan-
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Sep 04, 2006, 11:19 PM
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Thanks Evangelista and damajdancer!!
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Sep 05, 2006, 12:12 AM
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)))))))))) twisted soul ((((((((((((
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Sep 05, 2006, 11:56 AM
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Way to go, TS!
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Sep 05, 2006, 09:49 PM
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Thanks hillbunny and Poetrylover!!
I am a force to not be reckoned with!!
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Sep 06, 2006, 06:39 PM
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I'm proud of you!!!!!
(((((((( Twisted Soul )))))))))))
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Sep 06, 2006, 06:46 PM
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Thanks Tanya!
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