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Sep 19, 2006, 04:28 PM
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May Trigger
I decided I needed to sit down for a bit here . I've been working to get dinner done for tonight when my inlaws come over.. And I thought I would read the paper real quick. Why? Why did I do that???? Inside the first page was a picture of one of the guys that raped me. The anniversary of his death is coming up this week and his family put in a memorium of him. How wonderful he was and how much he is missed. Little do they know the monster he was to rape a ten yr old girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Along with my brother and two other teen boys!!!!!!!!! I cannot ever see how he could have changed that much!!!!!!! I cant even see it in my brother that much!!!!!!!! I was trying so hard to stay happy and positive for tonight and this blew it all to pieces. Ijust dont know if I can make it thru dinner with out crying now. Do I just excuse myself if this happens? I dont want to sit there with them and explain it all. 
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#2
Sep 19, 2006, 05:16 PM
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(((((((Tryin)))))))))))
I'm so sorry this triggered those old hurts and pains. Just know you are in my thoughts and prayers. |
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Sep 19, 2006, 07:00 PM
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I am SORRY that you are hurting again, but please know that we are some times triggered so that we may heal a little more.... take advantage of the moment and release a little bit of what is still unhealed.
We are all here for YOU...........................  LoVe, Rhapsody - ((( hugs ))) |
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Sep 20, 2006, 03:40 PM
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((((Tryin2bme))) - I am so sorry you had to confront the source of so much pain. Especially right before having family over.
I hope you were able to get through the evening ok.
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Sep 21, 2006, 10:13 AM
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sorry, really bad timing, ))))))) )trying2beme(((((((((( sorry.
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Sep 21, 2006, 04:27 PM
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That must be very painful. ((((huggs))))
Maybe get that article memorial and tear it up into little bitty pieces and flush it down the toilet (with other waste material) for a more appropriate memorial to him? |
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