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Dec 01, 2006, 07:46 PM
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 Is that sick? I don't think so. That is what I am waiting for. They are both 84 years of age and in excellent health. I am talking about the perpetrators. The one that molested me and the one that covered up and called me a monster for accusing my father of the molest. I just wish them a quick death so I knew they were not on the same planet as me. I don't even see them, but that is not enough. They are two thorns in my side, still to this very day. How do I live peacefully knowing that they are still breathing? I don't think it is quite fair.
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Dec 01, 2006, 08:14 PM
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This sounds like it has hurt you very badly my heart goes out to U While you are rembering this and knowing the perps are out Is eating you up inside. I know this is very hard to try but the more I think of perps it takes from me. They will get what is coming to them.
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Dec 01, 2006, 11:07 PM
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What kept me going for years was the knowledge in my own heart that God would have vengeance on them.... His judgement was all that mattered to me because for me it was the worst punishment imaginable in my mind.... to burn in hell for eternity... and thats what I looked forward to concerning my father....
When he had a heart attack and was near death, i was indifferent to it. All that I cared about was wether or not he was going to heaven or hell. he survived it and believed he had laid eyes on God so he was so changed that he tried to do what he could to make up for his mistakes. By the time he did pass away 3 years later, I was at peace with the idea of him going to heaven and that was a huge step in my healing. Don't beat yourself up over the way you feel...its normal for you to be this angry... just be careful it doesn't consume you.... swallow you up so deep that you can't find your way out and you become bitter for the rest of your life because then they win...You deserve to enjoy your life... Hang in there...
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Dec 02, 2006, 12:02 PM
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they'll go the instant it's their time...... we don't get to call it...
sorry you are oppressed by their existance..... that doesn't give you much room for peace of mind in the here and now..... i believe in karma..... some day, some way, some where, they'll be on the other side of the fence and learn what the impact of their actions are/were to the receivers....... (my body was so relieved when my abuser/father died, i went "thru puberty" at age 35 and grew breasts.......) i wish i had words of wisdom to help you cope till they are called over yonder...... but, i don't.
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