[Fuzzybear]

How do you feel if you think of your abuser(s)?

I feel a deep sense of dread and panic, terror and I feel physically sick.

I have thoughts and see images and feel things I would rather not talk about. But they are very scary, ugly, and painful

I try not to think about them.

[SeptemberMorn]

Sometimes I feel revulsion when I think of them, but it's been a long time since I had therapy and dealt with the abuse.

Since they are dead, I don't have to see them. I've dreamt of one but I didn't feel the revulsion in the dream. I don't know why.

Fuzz, you need to talk to a therapist about it, get it in the light of day then work to put it behind you. Once you've dealt with it, it's easier to not think about it.

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[Fuzzybear]

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[JustAPixie]

If you keep the ghosts in the shadow they will keep haunting you...

My t once explained it to me in a way I won't forget... Whenever we get hurt, physically, there is a wound. The wound hurts like hell everytime you just so much as think about it... but with care and nurture, it slowly starts to heal and eventually all you have is a scar... The scar might still be sensitive sometimes, but it continues to get better... and someday, you barely remeber where the mark came from. It will always be there, but it won't always hurt as much... But for that to happen you need to deal with it... like resetting a broken bone that has grown on skew, you have to break it again, and align it etc... and often that hurts much more than when you broke it the first time...

Take good care of yourself fuzzy....

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JustAPixie said:
If you keep the ghosts in the shadow they will keep haunting you...

</div></font></blockquote><font class="post"> that's such a terrific quote justapixie...........we can see it being useful to many in this forum...........thanks for sharing that.

[Fuzzybear]

Thanks JustAPixie, your post is helpful to me (((((((((((((((( JustAPixie ))))))))))))))))