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Dec 04, 2014, 01:14 PM
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It's not often I share this kind of thing, but I figured this would be a good way to get it out.
I grew up in a very destructive family. My father had very bad anger issues and got me hurt more than enough times. I was subjected to drugs and users, but I never did them because I knew it wasn't good for me. I've been kicked, raped, beaten, had stuff thrown at me, yelled/screamed at, and much more to say the least. My father, thankfully, passed away last year but the family situation got worse. I told them what happened and how hard it was to love myself everyday, but no one believed me and I was exiled from my fathers side of the family. Everyday is a bad challenge. Everyday I relive this past and it haunts me so much.. I have hardly any friends, my problems throw people away from me, I've thought about ending it, I shut things out that I should be doing. I feel lost and in dismay. I'm emotionally broken. I feel like my dad could be right, that I am a nobody and that I'll never see my dreams. I just, don't know what else to do. Hugs and kisses welcome. Last edited by darkpurplesecrets; Dec 04, 2014 at 09:30 PM. Reason: added trigger icon.... |
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#2
Dec 04, 2014, 10:10 PM
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Welcome to Psych Central Kingofpain. I am sorry to hear you are suffering from the affects of abuse.
Your dad may have been a smart man, but he sounds very ignorant of who people are. You are NOT a nobody. You are you and we need you. Your dreams are sleeping waiting for you to wake them up. you said: Quote:
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#3
Dec 05, 2014, 02:47 AM
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Super hugs coming your way...
  
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#4
Dec 05, 2014, 09:15 AM
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I am also going through family hardship. if there is anything i can offer.... Hugs... Hope that you'll find the strength to overcome this =)
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Dec 05, 2014, 05:46 PM
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Children like us ALWAYS take on negativity
parents gave us,and we blame ourselves too. We do this because when very young we are utterly dependent on parents and WILL NOT BLAME THEM. So only person left to blame is ourselves,but this is MISTAKE by very young child who does not know way of world. YOU ARE NOT TO BLAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Respectfully, BLUEDOVE |
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Dec 06, 2014, 06:06 PM
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Dec 06, 2014, 06:27 PM
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((((Lots of Hugs))))
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