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Old Mar 30, 2015, 07:27 PM
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Hello people, Recently i have opened up to my mother about the situation at home with dad, My Dad has always tried to tell me that my life was perfect and i was brainwashed and thought everything was normal but have recently realized that it wasnīt.
My mom and dad got divorced when i was 7 followed by two years of loud fighting, things breaking and running away with mom several times.
Dad was a very troubled person, he worked ALOT almost 24/7 and was depressed although he never admitted it, he used to snap on small things all the time and keep me and my brothers in hourlong interregations, he used to get
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The appartment we lived in was very small and filled with junk, dust and was in very bad shape, smelling like death, it was broken, dirty etc and me and my brother shared a very tiny room with no windows that was right next to an airvent connected to the balcony where dad smoked 2 packs a day, our room was wall to wall with dads' and he used to bring home
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keeping us up until the middle of the night. I have also seen him hit his ex and i have seen emails from her acusing him of
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and an email where he confessed.
My brother started doing
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and failed school.
My mom was always trying her hardest with a lowpayed job but had her own issues and was usually very sad, walking around crying at night, so she never noticed what was going on there.
Apart from that i had a bad time in school, i was bullied form time to time and
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because i was small, scared, insecure as hell and didnīt have nice things, i also only had one friend who was very flaky and used to abandon me.
I know this might not sound like much and probably people might say that i shouldnīt complain but i want your opinion.
I hope someone will answer this, god bless you all.

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Old Mar 30, 2015, 10:14 PM
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(((TUD))) You've been down a tough road for sure. I'm sorry for all your suffering. Divorce is always roughest on the children. I wish parents would be mindful of this. It took me a long time to realize my parents weren't perfect but not before the damage to my brain was already done. Now I focus my life on not repeating their cycle.
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Old Mar 30, 2015, 10:22 PM
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hi theeuropeandude
i am not certain what you are wanting an answer to as you did not clarify a question. if it is validation that you grew up in a dysfunctional environment then yes, that is certainly so. it doesnt border on healthy at all.welcome to psych central. you will find we have several forums where you can post about your concerns and receive feedback from other members. you will get a lot of support here. again, welcome
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Old Mar 31, 2015, 05:12 AM
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Welcome to PC

Does seem like your mom's depression got in the way of the point of divorce from an abusive man...

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Old Mar 31, 2015, 01:04 PM
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I'm sorry about what you have been through. You need good things and positivity in your life. That will only happen, by you doing and pursuing positive things in life.
I hope by posting about it, it will help you? Also your not being a cry baby, etc. You have every right to be upset, etc.
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Old Mar 31, 2015, 06:21 PM
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I'm sorry that you had to go through all that. I hope that you can find comfort and get any help that you might need. I can relate to some of what you have been through.
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