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stressed, feel ignored, abused, no one cares, life ripped apart by a man who should have known better. ruined, sad, frustrated, never protected by either parent, kids grown, not needed yes i am having another self pitty party so what if you dont like it wtf go read someone elses post.i am not being listened to and i am going to be another sad loser who ends up lonely with no one and nothing. yaaaaaaaay

[Fuzzybear]

I'm listening. You're very cared about and valued here.
"sad loser".. ?? .. none of my friends fit that category and you're a good friend to me

grrrrrrrrrrrrrrowl at those who fail to listen

(((((((((((((( feel better jinny hon ))))))))))))))

i am having another self pitty party

It is not self pity jinnyann.

Stomp, scream, kick, cry.

You have a right to be angry as hell.

((((((((((jinnyann)))))))))))))

[Fuzzybear]

As usual purple petals got it right

crisis visitor just left. i have an appmnt with pdoc tomorrow(cancellation) who will again assess me and tell me what meds i need to be on.

crisis team will no longer be involved.

jin

[Fuzzybear]

It would be .... nice..... to feel that they care.
But if (as?) they don't its their failure, not yours.....

[SeptemberMorn]

Go ahead. Have your pity party, Hon. You're entitled. Don't forget, though, the longer you stay the harder it is to get out.

You're not alone and you ARE being listened to. I can't vouch for anyone else, but I know *I* am here!

Something to think about and remember. Depression is one of the worst liars! It lies to you about Everything and makes you see and think things that aren't true. I know that for a fact because Depression pays me visits every so often.

"feel ignored," - Feelings aren't facts. They're neither good nor bad, they just are.

"abused," Present or past? If it's in the past then it's not happening now. It's over. You're safe. If it's in the present, call the police and get them to help you get out of it.

"no one cares," I care! Lot of us here care! PM Soidhonia and ask her to help you get in touch with other's that help and can get you out of any abuse happening right now.

"life ripped apart by a man who should have known better." He DID know better but he chose to follow his sick instincts.

"ruined," You're not any more ruined than I am. The abuse can make you a better, stronger person. When you've worked through it with the help of a T and those that care for you, like me, you'll be more loving, caring and understanding.

"never protected by either parent," Neither was I. It still hurts, but you can learn to protect yourself better than your parents ever dreamt of doing!

"kids grown, not needed" Yup! Me, too. You ARE needed, though! YOU need you! Your life isn't over whether you believe it or not. It's YOUR turn now! It's your turn to do as you wish, become what you want to become, to get to know you and love who you are, who you can become and love the person YOU are becoming!

{{{{{{{{{{{Jinnyann}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

you are so right septembermorn, you're always right and so wise.
thankyou for yu reply and everyone alse, love you and need you moe than you'll ever know

hugs to you all, kerry xxoxoxoxoxoxox

[SeptemberMorn]

When I first started my response to you, there were no other responses on the board. Look at all the people that care and are listening in just the time it took me to type mine out?

You ARE loved! You ARE being listened to! You DO HAVE company!... sometimes more than you'll want! LOL

{{{{{{{{{{Kerry}}}}}}}}}}}}