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Aug 12, 2017, 08:28 PM
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*** trigger warning***
he used to make me have panic attacks so he rape me. He liked how I panicked and tried to keep clawing at him mad hitting him . He said it made him feel great to hear me and feel me struggle under him. It wasn't just during panic attacks. He would try all sorts of things to make me feel pain during rape. Twist and snap my wrists behind me or my legs, hit me, try to put me in awkward and painful poses, bite my breasts...anything to make me scream that he could think of. I can't write the rest down yet |
 Amyjay, Anonymous37961, benzenering, Guiness187055, HD7970GHZ, Onward2wards, reb569
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Aug 16, 2017, 01:46 PM
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I am so sad reading this. I hope you can heal from it.
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Aug 16, 2017, 10:42 PM
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Thank you. I am trying. |
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Aug 17, 2017, 02:34 AM
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I'm so sorry. Recovery from an abusive relationship is very difficult. Do you have a support system now in place?
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Aug 17, 2017, 11:00 PM
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Aug 18, 2017, 12:20 PM
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Good God..So sorry you had to go through that.
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Aug 19, 2017, 12:29 AM
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Aug 20, 2017, 03:24 AM
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost." ~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003) "I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group." ~ Anne Rice |
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Aug 22, 2017, 12:16 AM
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Aug 22, 2017, 01:15 AM
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My heart goes out to you. You are a survivor. You are strong.
Your post makes me sad and angry. I am so sorry you went through that... My teddy bears send their hugs. Hd7970ghz
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Aug 22, 2017, 02:42 AM
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"Do you know what’s really scary? You want to forget something. Totally wipe it off your mind. But you never can. It can’t go away, you see. And… and it follows you around like a ghost." ~ A Tale of Two Sisters (Janghwa, Hongryeon) (2003) "I feel like an outsider, and I always will feel like one. I’ve always felt that I wasn’t a member of any particular group." ~ Anne Rice |
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