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I'm trying to overcome guilt, self pity and all sort of emotions right now. I'm failing miserably. I just want to be better, I know it doesn't just happen. I feel I'm slipping back down the muddy hole I am trying to climb out of, clawing at the sides, breaking huge chunks off and sliding faster and faster. There isn't anything to hold onto except for negative thoughts, there is nowhere to put my feet to get a grip, the light is fading, the darkness beckons, the dreams are vivid, the memories are rife, I am going to let go, I'm tired, will the landing be soft?Full of water, sinking sand, lung smothering black treacle, or will I be lucky tomorrow and find a trampoline??
not even Jinny |
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((jinny))
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"Joy is your sole's knowledge that if you don't get the promotion, keep the relationship, or buy the house, it's because you weren't meant to.You're meant to have something better, something richer, something deeper, Something More." (Sara Ban Breathnach) |
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(((((((((Jinny)))))))))
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When I feel like this, I have to force myself to focus only about 15 minutes into the future. I have to force myself to stop trying to make sense of what I have been through and how it affects me today, to give myself a little time to just be in the present and become grounded again.
I know this is a very hard place to be. You are not alone. mtd |
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((((((thanks guys)))))))sending you all hugs. thanx so much for your support. Just taking one day at a time right now.
Love, Jin xoxoxoxo |
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